gwensaysgoodbye
A Rotting Corpse
- May 20, 2026
- 3
Does anyone else get really intense whiplash after they've had really good days? Like. The day before was so good that the next day you can't help but reflect on it all and get a weird happy / sad combo that makes you end up crying and making you wish to end it all so you can go out on a "good note"? I've had some of the best days ever ans now I'm just reflecting on them and up to this point in my life and getting really emotional and having this weird feeling of "I made so much progress and things are going so well. I fucked up bad in the past but I'm finally happy now and things are finally good. I should die now so that way I can die happy." Like Kinda like how you give a dog a good day before you put it down. I feel like that. Except I'm the dog and I want to put myself down so I can make sure I've at least been able to die happy.
