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Gaybonez

Gaybonez

vegan jesus
Nov 30, 2020
208
i don't have the heart so say goodbye. to be honest, i just don't know what to say.

this is sudden, i know, but it was also doomed to come. i am ready. i intend today i will depart with stats dose around 17 p.m (+3 GMT).

thank you all for the love you've shared with me. i will never forget it. sorry for not having better words to say. my heart aches to say goodbye.

i will self-ban. hope things work out for me, but if not, i doubt i will have the guts to come back here anyway. i am sorry for not saying proper farewells and disappointing some of you. you were incredible with me and no words will be enough to describe the gratitude i feel, but i am exhausted, and drained.

i am not sure if I will be able to come back before my time, and if not... thank you all for your kindness.

i love you all. see you soon.
Have you chosen an effective method? I wish you luck in your decision and I hope there's no life after this lol
 
Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
Very sorry you feel you can't stay any longer, you said it was sudden you know there really is no rush, it's a really big decision but I guess it's down to all of us knowing when the time is right, it will be sad to see you go, have you tried talking with friends and family, I send you a big :hug: and come back if you change your mind .

Best wishes

Geo
 
botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
546
thank you all for the love guys. i will miss you all.

already took the meto and will soon prepare the cups.

i wish you all the best ❤
Good luck with everything, we're all here with you if you need any support. It's been a pleasure to have known you, even if we haven't personally interacted much. And of course, we'll miss you a whole bunch too! :hug::hug::heart:
 
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ecmnesia

ecmnesia

the only thing humans are equal in is death
Aug 30, 2020
767
thanks guys. i feel so emotional but also so anxious and in peace

i don't know if I got the quantities right. just had a plastic spoon. but i hope it won't fail.... i am ok with death. but i am sorry for my family. thanks for all the support. i thought I'd be able to chat with you before leaving... but i can't take it
only 15 minutes left
i am sorry for not replying you guys properly. it's selfish but it hurts saying goodbye.
 
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ecmnesia

ecmnesia

the only thing humans are equal in is death
Aug 30, 2020
767
to be honest. being so close to death, nothing is as expected.

there is nothing i wish to do. no music that brings me comfort. no food i want to eat. i just want the dark to claim me.. i tasted a bit. it doesn't seem so horrible...
i am sorry for taking so much.
 

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