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- Nov 26, 2020
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I regret not joining a bit sooner. I've been better for a while now and was lurking for a few weeks reading her posts. I recognize that everyone has the right to their own bodies and things like her suicide are no different from a breakup, but it still affects me. I think she honestly could have resolved her problems and been successful in some form. And happy. Happy too. I used to think like her so much actually. I just never actually got the information until after I actually OD'd one time on an opiod. I'm happy she is no longer suffering, but I saw way too much of myself in her to sit comfortably. I really didn't like the hesitation she showed. I recognize and accept her personal right, but I'm just sad that she didn't stick it out for a bit longer.Oh and now Ecmnesia has had her name crossed out makes it seem more final.
Such a shame she seemed such a bright young mind, full of ideas and adventurous thoughts and hope.
Her constant changing her mind over whether or not to ctb always asking questions some very naive about simply staying in a hotel.
The reality of being on SS really hitting home at the moment :(
I was crying over this post all night. I just met you, and you were such a sweet person to all of us, and me as well.
My heart hurts so much knowing you are gone.
Yes I agree with all this. She did a long post about 2 weeks ago about ctb in a hotel when she was clearly unsure.I regret not joining a bit sooner. I've been better for a while now and was lurking for a few weeks reading her posts. I recognize that everyone has the right to their own bodies and things like her suicide are no different from a breakup, but it still affects me. I think she honestly could have resolved her problems and been successful in some form. And happy. Happy too. I used to think like her so much actually. I just never actually got the information until after I actually OD'd one time on an opiod. I'm happy she is no longer suffering, but I saw way too much of myself in her to sit comfortably. I really didn't like the hesitation she showed. I recognize and accept her personal right, but I'm just sad that she didn't stick it out for a bit longer.