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openBottomJeans

openBottomJeans

won’t see what might’ve been…
Jul 4, 2025
127
I made everyone my "famous" spaghetti and meatballs … made cilantro & lime rice…
Cleaned up the house, the kitchen , ….

Everyone's out of the house right now.

just me, my thoughts, and whiskey

oh, and the dogs

I get to see J again! as long as he isn't too tired to come over. Which then would delay the inevitable.

But I seriously can't delay this any longer. It's the last night .. for about a week, where it'll be nice & the water warm.
I don't mind a little rain.
Just god crying with me.


Please show up J. I care about you.
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,478
i hope your bud comes over to see you

/)/)
( . .)
( づ♡
 
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openBottomJeans

openBottomJeans

won’t see what might’ve been…
Jul 4, 2025
127
i hope your bud comes over to see you

/)/)
( . .)
( づ♡
he didn't. :/
he was too tired .. granted I was too intoxicated.. I really didn't want to be seen like that.

Maybe he'll come by today.
 
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openBottomJeans

openBottomJeans

won’t see what might’ve been…
Jul 4, 2025
127
he didn't. :/
he was too tired .. granted I was too intoxicated.. I really didn't want to be seen like that.

Maybe he'll come by today.
crazy how not 20 minutes after posting this he showed up unannounced while I was brushing my teeth lol.
 
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sweetcreep

sweetcreep

reincarnating as a worm
Jul 21, 2024
236
enjoy this time with your buddy. i hope all is peaceful for you. kiss and hug your doggies 💚
 
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