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HerculePoirot

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Sep 25, 2022
751
Shall we cancel ctb for today? Please check your O2 again
 
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AnxietyHangover

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Aug 20, 2022
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I think you will be fine, it didn't have time to absorb in the body as it needs to go in the gut.
 
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AnxietyHangover

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O2 is OK. A bit nausea and dizzyness. Took meto so I guess I won't puke any time soon.
I think these symptoms are from the meto since SN didn't go to your gut, at least not a significant amount. Do you feel restless and stuff?
 
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Willto

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Oct 26, 2022
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I think these symptoms are from the meto since SN didn't go to your gut, at least not a significant amount. Do you feel restless and stuff?
Feel like a failure. Wish I had the courage to just get it done.
I think these symptoms are from the meto since SN didn't go to your gut, at least not a significant amount. Do you feel restless and stuff?
From what I read the SN goes through skin as well. The tiny am I did get in my sy made me dissy for a while. Could of course also be nerves.
 
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HerculePoirot

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Sep 25, 2022
751
Not a failure. A rehearsal. For the real thing you will need to be mentally ready to drink the whole glass in seconds without thinking too much.
 
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HermitLonerGuy

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Sep 28, 2022
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becareful op , i just read you can die with just a tablespoon of SN.
 
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Willto

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Oct 26, 2022
112
Not a failure. A rehearsal. For the real thing you will need to be mentally ready to drink the whole glass in seconds without thinking too much.
I almost did. Mostly afraid that I'd be found to soon. Now I have only 50 g left. Enough to pa's. Seems impossible to obtain more nowadays.
 
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LookingOverTheEdge

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Jul 13, 2020
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There's no shame here friend. Please try not to be hard on yourself
 
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Willto

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Oct 26, 2022
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Not a failure. A rehearsal. For the real thing you will need to be mentally ready to drink the whole glass in seconds without thinking too much.
I'm more confident in the method now. The taste is bearable. Biggest issue is a wide enough timeframe to get it done. I've only got 50 g left, no room for failure.
 
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HerculePoirot

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Sep 25, 2022
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The Biggest issue is a wide enough timeframe
Indeed. You'll need four hours for a sufficient security margin. Typically, you'll probably meet your death in less than 2 hours, but it may also take up to 4 hours.
Be strong.
 
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Willto

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Oct 26, 2022
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Tried again today. Went to the woods. Two sips, was afraid I did not have the time. O2 96. No nausea. Put all in I bottle, anyone knows how long it will last like that? Blood tested it, still turns brown.
 
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HerculePoirot

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Sep 25, 2022
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Honestly I don't know. At least one day I guess. Probably not much more.
Also, after 2 sips, be aware you are at risk. Take care. Maybe see a doctor you trust completely.
 
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Willto

Student
Oct 26, 2022
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Honestly I don't know. At least one day I guess. Probably not much more.
Also, after 2 sips, be aware you are at risk. Take care. Maybe see a doctor you trust completely.
Feel OK.
 
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HerculePoirot

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Sep 25, 2022
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I'm afraid you should admit your time hasn't come yet. Take a couple of days to prepare yourself better. Then do it again with a maximum probability of success.
 
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Willto

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Oct 26, 2022
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I'm overdue to be honest
 
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Willto

Student
Oct 26, 2022
112
Did you schedule your departure?

Please check O2 every now and then. You won't be safe for about 12 hours
My O2 is OK. Mild headache and a bit tired. I'm safe when I'm gone. Life has nothing more to offer, just pain and grief.
I'm afraid you should admit your time hasn't come yet. Take a couple of days to prepare yourself better. Then do it again with a maximum probability of success.
I have just a little SN left. This is terrible.
 
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jodes2

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Aug 28, 2022
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I think these symptoms are from the meto since SN didn't go to your gut, at least not a significant amount. Do you feel restless and stuff?
I don't think it's the meto, some would have absorbed in the mouth, but it's amazing how little was needed for side effects like nausea and dizziness.

Meto only causes restlessness in some cases
Honestly I don't know. At least one day I guess. Probably not much more.
Also, after 2 sips, be aware you are at risk. Take care. Maybe see a doctor you trust completely.
I think it could last a long time if it's a closed container
I have just a little SN left. This is terrible.
Sorry to hear that :((
 
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