Just picked up my SN package

[heavysoul]

It feels surreal to finally have this in my hands, wow. It kind of feels like nothing matters anymore, the rest of my protocol is almost prepared so once I have that, I'll be able to go out basically whenever I'm ready.

The package was sealed really well, it was tough to get open but as soon as I opened it, there it was in a vacuum seal.

I ordered from DMC and it took 14 days to arrive to my midwestern US state. I ordered it to my college and I was scared of them seizing it but luckily I picked it up no problem.

So yeah.. I have many feelings. Partly feeling like I want to stay longer and I wishing I could live the life I want, but I know that's not realistic with the way the world is and the way I am. So I guess I'll give this a shot sometime soon and hope it works.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[StrugglingSienna]

I hope you feel a little bit more at peace with your situation now that you have your SN ready. Whether you decide to CTB, live a little bit longer, or live to your natural end, you'll hopefully be able to take solace in the fact that you now have a way out at any time.

 

[Vandy25]

It feels surreal to finally have this in my hands, wow. It kind of feels like nothing matters anymore, the rest of my protocol is almost prepared so once I have that, I'll be able to go out basically whenever I'm ready.

The package was sealed really well, it was tough to get open but as soon as I opened it, there it was in a vacuum seal.

I ordered from DMC and it took 14 days to arrive to my midwestern US state. I ordered it to my college and I was scared of them seizing it but luckily I picked it up no problem.

So yeah.. I have many feelings. Partly feeling like I want to stay longer and I wishing I could live the life I want, but I know that's not realistic with the way the world is and the way I am. So I guess I'll give this a shot sometime soon and hope it works.

I have SN what else is needed? What's in the kit? I'm ready to do it as well

 

[StrugglingSienna]

I have SN what else is needed? What's in the kit? I'm ready to do it as well

Metoclopramide, ondansetron, antacid, propranolol, valium, and an opioid if you want to go out in luxury.

 

[heavysoul]

Metoclopramide, ondansetron, antacid, propranolol, valium, and an opioid if you want to go out in luxury.

Yeah i didn't take the time to acquire those, just Dramamine as an otc antiemetic but I'm not quite sure what protocol is for using it so I'm trying to figure that out

 

[Rymrgand]

I have SN what else is needed? What's in the kit? I'm ready to do it as well

Read the resources carefully, please. What you want to do is really serious, and there's not a specific "kit" that you need. Each person is diferent, each protocol is different. Doing it without enough information could be really bad.

If you need to ask, you are not ready.

 

[Vandy25]

Read the resources carefully, please. What you want to do is really serious, and there's not a specific "kit" that you need. Each person is diferent, each protocol is different. Doing it without enough information could be really bad.

If you need to ask, you are not ready.

But I am ready and am looking for a method other than gun. I need help not scolding

 

[J&L383]

Metoclopramide, ondansetron, antacid, propranolol, valium, and an opioid if you want to go out in luxury.

 

[Rymrgand]

But I am ready and am looking for a method other than gun. I need help not scolding

I'm sorry, it was not my intention to scold you. But this is not a new boardgame you can start without finishing the rules. This is really serious. If you don't do it correctly, it could hurt you a lot instead of killing you. You really don't want to fail something like this.

What I meant with ready is that if you don't even know what else you need to use, you are not prepared to use to use this method and you shouldn't do it until you read carefully the resources, where they explain to you what you need to use, what you can use to make it more comfortable, how you need to use it and when you need to use each element.

 

[purplesky9]

Yeah i didn't take the time to acquire those, just Dramamine as an otc antiemetic but I'm not quite sure what protocol is for using it so I'm trying to figure that out

I'm doing SN without a prescribed antiemetic as well. I'm probably going to take 2 xtra cups of SN to make up for what I lose vomiting. How about you. Are you going to take any xtra?