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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
Jul 19, 2026
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I'm terrified about my family finding it before me or even worse finding me pick it up and asking me what I ordered.. Im begging the Lord that it arrives at a pickup locker instead of directly at my house, we have a huge garden and there's no way for me to pick it up discreetly, everyone would be watching me.. I'm so exhausted and stressed
 
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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
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Is there any way you can message the delivery guy ? I dont know if thats just a UK thing but you can add a note to the guy to let him know anything
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
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Is there any way you can message the delivery guy ? I dont know if thats just a UK thing but you can add a note to the guy to let him know anything
I wish, that's not a thing here sadly
 
nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
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tell it is a secret gift for a friend or something
 
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Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
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fluorescentpearl

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Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
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I'm so anxious waiting for it, I feel so nervous and stressed
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

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Can you track your delivery? Did you get a code? Could you wait outside your house and talk to the delivery person to immediately grab the package? Or would your family notice that as well?

Either way, sorry you have to be so afraid. I hope everything will be fine.
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
Jul 19, 2026
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Can you track your delivery? Did you get a code? Could you wait outside your house and talk to the delivery person to immediately grab the package? Or would your family notice that as well?

Either way, sorry you have to be so afraid. I hope everything will be fine.
Thankfully I was able to convince the company to redirect the parcel to a locker instead! I'm so glad honestly I was terrified
 
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Die.A.Ria

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Did it arrive?
 
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Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
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I hope so too, its kind of terrifying knowing I could get one
I heard they cant legally take it away from you unless they suspect your going to do something thats going to harm you but i would just tell them its for cooking and shut the door because they really cant do anything
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
Jul 19, 2026
397
I heard they cant legally take it away from you unless they suspect your going to do something thats going to harm you but i wouldnt just tell them its for cooking and shut the door because they really cant do anything
Will do! Since its going to a locker I hope there won't be any issues though, at least I hope
 
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winter.

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I heard they cant legally take it away from you unless they suspect your going to do something thats going to harm you but i wouldnt just tell them its for cooking and shut the door because they really cant do anything
Im not sure about Portugal however they tend to destroy it at customs
 

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