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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Stirb nicht vor mir
Jul 19, 2026
705
I'm terrified about my family finding it before me or even worse finding me pick it up and asking me what I ordered.. Im begging the Lord that it arrives at a pickup locker instead of directly at my house, we have a huge garden and there's no way for me to pick it up discreetly, everyone would be watching me.. I'm so exhausted and stressed
 
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Riaxd

Riaxd

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
299
Is there any way you can message the delivery guy ? I dont know if thats just a UK thing but you can add a note to the guy to let him know anything
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Stirb nicht vor mir
Jul 19, 2026
705
Is there any way you can message the delivery guy ? I dont know if thats just a UK thing but you can add a note to the guy to let him know anything
I wish, that's not a thing here sadly
 
nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
224
tell it is a secret gift for a friend or something
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Stirb nicht vor mir
Jul 19, 2026
705
I'm so anxious waiting for it, I feel so nervous and stressed
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

"You take my life, I fail to die"
Feb 3, 2026
226
Can you track your delivery? Did you get a code? Could you wait outside your house and talk to the delivery person to immediately grab the package? Or would your family notice that as well?

Either way, sorry you have to be so afraid. I hope everything will be fine.
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Stirb nicht vor mir
Jul 19, 2026
705
Can you track your delivery? Did you get a code? Could you wait outside your house and talk to the delivery person to immediately grab the package? Or would your family notice that as well?

Either way, sorry you have to be so afraid. I hope everything will be fine.
Thankfully I was able to convince the company to redirect the parcel to a locker instead! I'm so glad honestly I was terrified
 
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Riaxd

Riaxd

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
299
Did it arrive?
 
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meowalyst

meowalyst

revenant
Jul 28, 2026
58
hey you still here?
 
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hdead

Wizard
Jun 2, 2026
614
I hope so too, its kind of terrifying knowing I could get one
You're gonna be fine girl, no worries. Just go pick up the package, dump it in your backpack and walk home like nobodies business. ❣️
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

"You take my life, I fail to die"
Feb 3, 2026
226
Thankfully I was able to convince the company to redirect the parcel to a locker instead! I'm so glad honestly I was terrified
That's great news! I'm happy for you.
 
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Riaxd

Riaxd

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
299
I hope so too, its kind of terrifying knowing I could get one
I heard they cant legally take it away from you unless they suspect your going to do something thats going to harm you but i would just tell them its for cooking and shut the door because they really cant do anything
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Stirb nicht vor mir
Jul 19, 2026
705
I heard they cant legally take it away from you unless they suspect your going to do something thats going to harm you but i wouldnt just tell them its for cooking and shut the door because they really cant do anything
Will do! Since its going to a locker I hope there won't be any issues though, at least I hope
 
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winter.

winter.

Yall Cuties ❤️
Feb 23, 2026
57
I heard they cant legally take it away from you unless they suspect your going to do something thats going to harm you but i wouldnt just tell them its for cooking and shut the door because they really cant do anything
Im not sure about Portugal however they tend to destroy it at customs
 

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