Method Just ordered x3 N from D to uk. Will keep you updated

[reddragon1]

Just ordered x3 N from D to uk. Will keep you updated. Hope it all goes well

 

[LeavingEarly]

Please reply to me when updated. Thanks

 

[Smart No More]

Good luck. Seems to take around 5 daya to UK I think. Did you ask for meto included? Seems like D sometimes offers it ans sometimes throws it in as a bonus.

 

[lostmylove]

Good luck. Seems to take around 5 daya to UK I think. Did you ask for meto included? Seems like D sometimes offers it ans sometimes throws it in as a bonus.

I heard this to, I didn't wanna ask incase he stopped responding

Just ordered x3 N from D to uk. Will keep you updated. Hope it all goes well

Did you get 3 bottles to try sleep test or for another reason?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I think if I had N it would be a comforting feeling knowing that I could peacefully exit when the time is right for me. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Cra87]

Ups or dhl?

 

[reddragon1]

ups and i just thougt i would experiment with the 3rd. And i asked for met obut D said he doesn't have any at the moment. Just my luck

 

[BrokenBliss]

And i asked for met obut D said he doesn't have any at the moment. Just my luck

It might be just as well. If customs opens your package they would confiscate it, and possibly the N because of the meto being there. It's not too hard to obtain meto from legit medical sources.

 

[Smart No More]

It might be just as well. If customs opens your package they would confiscate it, and possibly the N because of the meto being there. It's not too hard to obtain meto from legit medical sources.

It's weird. Some have had the meto removed and the N still delivered.

Do you have any links or advice for legitimate medical sources? Somebody did send me a link over a year ago but it involved an online doctor and having to say all the right things. I struggle a bit with that stuff. TBH I'd probably prefer/find it easier to source from a DNM assuming it's available. There was someone selling AE's through a couple of anonymity based messaging apps but they're no longer answering messages since what happened with NYT article/controversy. Real shame because they were quite trustworthy and reliable. The good sources never seem to stick around for long. D's probably the current exception to that.

 

[BrokenBliss]

It's weird. Some have had the meto removed and the N still delivered.

I was one of them. Lucky!

Do you have any links or advice for legitimate medical sources? Somebody did send me a link over a year ago but it involved an online doctor and having to say all the right things. I struggle a bit with that stuff. TBH I'd probably prefer/find it easier to source from a DNM assuming it's available. There was someone selling AE's through a couple of anonymity based messaging apps but they're no longer answering messages since what happened with NYT article/controversy. Real shame because they were quite trustworthy and reliable. The good sources never seem to stick around for long. D's probably the current exception to that.

Sorry, I don't know of sellers. I got mine by doing what you said is difficult -- having to have the right answers. You can try going to a walk-in clinic (or an online doctor which gives a little more breathing room to sort out your responses). The two reasons I've seen with the best success rates were migraines that make you vomit or going on a cruise and getting very sea-sick. The search box on SS has some good threads about this. They helped me a lot.

 

[Smart No More]

Okay thank you @BrokenBliss.

TBH I'm shit scared if the side effects of a lot of AE's. I'm tempted to give it a miss but am torn a bit. No sense in taking risks and getting it wrong but some of the side effects of meto can make drinking N near enough impossible. They can be permenant too which is just insane to me. They obviously work for some and not others. Wish there was a way to know in advance. Might go for domperiodone instead. Even with that some have described feeling horrendous sife effects and then none with Meto. Strange eh? Medival science is quite unusually not an exact one.

Sorry OP didn't mean to take your thread off topic. Best of luck with your delivery. Hopefully be with you before weeks end. :)

 

[BrokenBliss]

Okay thank you @BrokenBliss.

TBH I'm shit scared if the side effects of a lot of AE's. I'm tempted to give it a miss but am torn a bit. No sense in taking risks and getting it wrong but some of the side effects of meto can make drinking N near enough impossible. They can be permenant too which is just insane to me. They obviously work for some and not others. Wish there was a way to know in advance. Might go for domperiodone instead. Even with that some have described feeling horrendous sife effects and then none with Meto. Strange eh? Medival science is quite unusually not an exact one.

I know. I read a ton of those warning messages. I also have a messed up nervous system which made me especially wary, since most of those horror stories were of neurological side effects. However, I tried the meto and I felt the effect in my stomach (nice) and had zero negative reaction to it. Understand, my condition is long-term neurological and in decline, so I researched the hell out of this. So here's my outlook on the whole thing:

Don't do the 2-day regimen. Don't give it time to even have that negative impact. Wait until you are truly ready to exit (that's the general "you"), do the stat dose one hour prior, followed by your N x 2. You are not gonna wake up from it, so you don't need to worry about those neurological possibilities. Besides, I get the feeling those warnings are overbaked and you are not going to be permanently disabled because of that one dose if you decide not to go thru with it. And that is the end of my take on meto.

 

[Smart No More]

I know. I read a ton of those warning messages. I also have a messed up nervous system which made me especially wary, since most of those horror stories were of neurological side effects. However, I tried the meto and I felt the effect in my stomach (nice) and had zero negative reaction to it. Understand, my condition is long-term neurological and in decline, so I researched the hell out of this. So here's my outlook on the whole thing:

Don't do the 2-day regimen. Don't give it time to even have that negative impact. Wait until you are truly ready to exit (that's the general you), do the stat dose one hour prior, followed by your N x 2. You are not gonna wake up from it, so you don't need to worry about those neurological possibilities. Besides, I get the feeling those warnings are overbaked and you are not going to be permanently disabled because of that one dose if you decide not to go thru with it. And that is the end of my take on meto.

This was my original opinion too. For a long while. I've since reevaluated though. Mainly because I came to think that taking the stat does of 3x standard dose may increase the risks of the worst side effects. I'm glad for you having found the single dose suited you. My issues are somewhat neurological too so I share your fears. I feel like if you're going to get those side effects they'll manifest before you get to take the N after using a stat dose. Obviously just my logic/opinion. For me though, if a single dose didn't have adverse effects I think I'd feel more comfortable about repeating it in a 24 hour (or so) regimen and still be somewhat concerned that taking 3x that dose might well come with issues avpided by stickong eith recommended dose.

 

[BrokenBliss]

This was my original opinion too. For a long while. I've since reevaluated though. Mainly because I came to think that taking the stat does of 3x standard dose may increase the risks of the worst side effects. I'm glad for you having found the single dose suited you. My issues are somewhat neurological too so I share your fears. I feel like if you're going to get those side effects they'll manifest before you get to take the N after using a stat dose. Obviously just my logic/opinion. For me though, if a single dose didn't have adverse effects I think I'd feel more comfortable about repeating it in a 24 hour (or so) regimen and still be somewhat concerned that taking 3x that dose might well come with issues avpided by stickong eith recommended dose.

My conclusion was the opposite – that I will plan on being unconscious in just one hour, and it is unlikely that my body will be so disabled from the meto in that short amount of time as to make it impossible to take the N at all. That idea just seems highly suspect. Meto is also prescribed at 15 mg, so 3 (10 mg) pills is only double that. It is more important to me that when it becomes time to go thru with this, I need to be successful. 100%. So despite endless assurances that meto isn't even necessary for N, I insisted on getting some because I cannot fail. Again, that's my take.

If you are concerned about taking it, comfort yourself in knowing you probably won't even need it.

 

[wljourney]

Just ordered x3 N from D to uk. Will keep you updated. Hope it all goes well

Congrats!!
I emailed, he replied, I answered his 1-4 questions and now… nothing.
Maybe he fills larger orders first.
Those BTC are burning a hole in my virtual pocket.

Looking forward to reading your updates!

 

[BrokenBliss]

I emailed, he replied, I answered his 1-4 questions and now… nothing.
Maybe he fills larger orders first.
Those BTC are burning a hole in my virtual pocket.

Be patient. He's often not quick to reply.

 

[Smart No More]

@BrokenBliss yeah, it's weird. The logic works both ways and ultimately depends on the individual reaction of the person taking them. I think I just need to pluck up the courage to do what you did and try one and go from there. I'm with you though, on wanting to make sure things are done properly/successfully.

 

[no-name9859472882]

can i pm u

 

[wljourney]

Be patient. He's often not quick to reply.

Patience. That's my ONE weakness.
That and Cadbury mini eggs. Lol

 

[BrokenBliss]

Patience. That's my ONE weakness.
That and Cadbury mini eggs. Lol

lol -- Had a bunch of those for lunch. :)

 

[BigGimpin]

I think if I had N it would be a comforting feeling knowing that I could peacefully exit when the time is right for me.

I got mine last week and you are spot on. Tomorrow at 10pm i am moving on....

 

[Smart No More]

I got mine last week and you are spot on. Tomorrow at 10pm i am moving on....

So soon? Are you leaving a goodbye thread or a final diary?

 

[no-name9859472882]

I got mine last week and you are spot on. Tomorrow at 10pm i am moving on....

before you do im curious if u can tell me why. i plan to take N too but I'm always curious about everyone's reason

 

[BigGimpin]

So soon? Are you leaving a goodbye thread or a final diary?

For sure a goodbye thread, not sure a diary. Yeah I know it is soon here, I havent been posting long, but i cant take another day living in so much pain, it has been almost 20 years.

before you do im curious if u can tell me why. i plan to take N too but I'm always curious about everyone's reason

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/what-is-your-reason-for-wanting-to-ctb.86803/post-1558117

 

[Starchaser]

Okay thank you @BrokenBliss.

TBH I'm shit scared if the side effects of a lot of AE's. I'm tempted to give it a miss but am torn a bit. No sense in taking risks and getting it wrong but some of the side effects of meto can make drinking N near enough impossible. They can be permenant too which is just insane to me. They obviously work for some and not others. Wish there was a way to know in advance. Might go for domperiodone instead. Even with that some have described feeling horrendous sife effects and then none with Meto. Strange eh? Medival science is quite unusually not an exact one.

Sorry OP didn't mean to take your thread off topic. Best of luck with your delivery. Hopefully be with you before weeks end. :)

Of what side effects are we talking about here?
I've never heard about anything about that (at least on Meto)
I'm kinda lost on that discussion, I've never had problems ingesting Meto btw

 

[HardCore]

Just ordered x3 N from D to uk. Will keep you updated. Hope it all goes well

Did you contact him at the Peaceful Pill eHandbook (Nov 2021) manual address?
Could you talk about the value of each bottle? Thanks.

 

[reddragon1]

yes pph address. He is very easy to talk to. No messing about and straight to the point. When you contact him he will reply with the cost of the N.

 

[Smart No More]

Of what side effects are we talking about here?
I've never heard about anything about that (at least on Meto)
I'm kinda lost on that discussion, I've never had problems ingesting Meto btw

This is the main symtptom people have concerns about. EPS....

Extrapyramidal Symptoms - StatPearls - NCBI Bookshelf

But as its a dopamine agonist it can make you feel horrendous too apparently. Most of the reviews I found were negative. Some were positive though.

I found this quoted info from the link bellow to be particularly interesting personally.
"The European Medicines Agency's Committee on Medicinal Products for Human Use has reviewed the benefits and risks of the antiemetic metoclopramide. The review was done at the request of the French medicines regulatory agency (ANSM), following concerns over side effects and efficacy. The review confirmed the well known risks of neurological effects such as short-term extrapyramidal disorders and tardive dyskinesia. The conclusion of the review was that these risks outweigh the benefits in long-term or high-dose treatment.

The EU review has recommended changes that include a restriction to the dose and duration of use to help minimise the risk of potentially serious neurological adverse effects".

Metoclopramide: risk of neurological adverse effects

Restricted dose and duration of use.

www.gov.uk

I'm glad you found it favourable though and it certainly does seem to work for many. Looks like all anti emetics come with a level of risk for some uncomfortable side effects. Domperidone apparently has potential heart complications in the side effects. How often they manifest I don't know.

 

[wljourney]

yes pph address. He is very easy to talk to. No messing about and straight to the point. When you contact him he will reply with the cost of the N.

This. The book also gives an idea about the cost involved. May be a bit higher now, but gives a good idea.

 

[BrokenBliss]

This is the main symtptom people have concerns about. EPS....

Extrapyramidal Symptoms - StatPearls - NCBI Bookshelf

But as its a dopamine agonist it can make you feel horrendous too apparently. Most of the reviews I found were negative. Some were positive though.

I found this quoted info from the link bellow to be particularly interesting personally.
"The European Medicines Agency's Committee on Medicinal Products for Human Use has reviewed the benefits and risks of the antiemetic metoclopramide. The review was done at the request of the French medicines regulatory agency (ANSM), following concerns over side effects and efficacy. The review confirmed the well known risks of neurological effects such as short-term extrapyramidal disorders and tardive dyskinesia. The conclusion of the review was that these risks outweigh the benefits in long-term or high-dose treatment.

The EU review has recommended changes that include a restriction to the dose and duration of use to help minimise the risk of potentially serious neurological adverse effects".

Metoclopramide: risk of neurological adverse effects

Restricted dose and duration of use.

www.gov.uk

Hey, @Starchaser. I knew @Smart No More would give you a good answer on meto side fx, so I waited for him to reply. BTW, I remember reading your "I Tested N from D" thread (which is also pretty active today) way back when. Your opening line that it "accused Barbiturates" always stuck with me and gave me confidence in it all. Good to see you're still with us. And thanks! :)