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This is the main symtptom people have concerns about. EPS....


But as its a dopamine agonist it can make you feel horrendous too apparently. Most of the reviews I found were negative. Some were positive though.

I found this quoted info from the link bellow to be particularly interesting personally.
"The European Medicines Agency's Committee on Medicinal Products for Human Use has reviewed the benefits and risks of the antiemetic metoclopramide. The review was done at the request of the French medicines regulatory agency (ANSM), following concerns over side effects and efficacy. The review confirmed the well known risks of neurological effects such as short-term extrapyramidal disorders and tardive dyskinesia. The conclusion of the review was that these risks outweigh the benefits in long-term or high-dose treatment.

The EU review has recommended changes that include a restriction to the dose and duration of use to help minimise the risk of potentially serious neurological adverse effects".


I'm glad you found it favourable though and it certainly does seem to work for many. Looks like all anti emetics come with a level of risk for some uncomfortable side effects. Domperidone apparently has potential heart complications in the side effects. How often they manifest I don't know.
I take a lot of anti-emetics daily because of my illness and I didn't knew about it.
I only know about the side effects on the LONG TERM of using anti-emetics, which is parkinson, depression and a bunch of complicated shits on the brain, which scares me the fuck out, but I have no choice.
Very informative, thanks!

Hey, @Starchaser. I knew @Smart No More would give you a good answer on meto side fx, so I waited for him to reply. BTW, I remember reading your "I Tested N from D" thread (which is also pretty active today) way back when. Your opening line that it "accused Barbiturates" always stuck with me and gave me confidence in it all. Good to see you're still with us. And thanks! :)
Yess, I'm so happy that my thread helped so much people to be more confident about their choices, for real, thanks for sharing this!
I'll probably still here for a while, since my life still not 100% unbearable yet, and I still don't have the guts to break my family's heart.

A little bonus: I also researched the N bottle on google, and I found the same brand bottle that D said it was, It looked like 100% identical
Plenty of people here CTB'd successfully with D's N too.
 
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Yess, I'm so happy that my thread helped so much people to be more confident about their choices, for real, thanks for sharing this!
You bet! It absolutely did for me.
I'll probably still here for a while, since my life still not 100% unbearable yet, and I still don't have the guts to break my family's heart.
Same for me. It's just a matter of time, but for now I'm still here.
A little bonus: I also researched the N bottle on google, and I found the same brand bottle that D said it was, It looked like 100% identical, I can send the pictures on Private Message if u want to... That gave me more confidence on the product on overall perspective.
Yes, please do send that info! I never asked for those details, so I'd love to hear what you know.
Plenty of people here CTB'd successfully with D's N too.
We don't hear about them much, but there are sure a lot of people saying they've ordered.
 
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A little bonus: I also researched the N bottle on google, and I found the same brand bottle that D said it was, It looked like 100% identical, I can send the pictures on Private Message if u want to... That gave me more confidence on the product on overall perspective.
Plenty of people here CTB'd successfully with D's N too.
I'd be curious to see this too, if you don't mind sharing!
 
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Seems like so many more posts of purchases than when I first joined the forum.

There are some pics floating around the forum of A's bottles and they're oddly similar to D's bottles. I mean even the details that aren't publicly described in detail on the forum. It's quite unusual and seems to link them somehow. But yeah, D sends the real stuff I'm sure. There's no incentive to send anything else. It would be easier to send nothing than fill, seal and ship something that isn't legitimate. I guess if there was a different product in the same bottle then maybe but it would have been highlighted already as people test for barbiturates.

There used to be another more concentrated solution available known as Dolethal. It was pinkish red in colour and only needed 50ml solution to ctb. There were a couple of bottles floating around for sale at a high mark up. They were bought from A when he was selling them apparently. I know somebody bought one and then the person selling the last bottle I was aware of went awol unfortunately. The price was double that of 2 bottlws from D at least. In fact it was nearer 3x the price of two bottles from D if you live in the US. Honestly, at the time it was on offer I wasn't keen to spend that price on it. Particularly as it was out of date. But now I do kind of wish I'd just gone for it.
 
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Seems like so many more posts of purchases than when I first joined the forum.
This month has been nuts with that! Who spread the word? lol
There are some pics floating around the forum of A's bottles and they're oddly similar to D's bottles. I mean even the details that aren't publicly described in detail on the forum. It's quite unusual and seems to link them somehow.
I wouldn't worry about the similarity in appearance. The PPH shows a whole bunch of different brands and they all look the same, except for the cap color.
But yeah, D sends the real stuff I'm sure. There's no incentive to send anything else. It would be easier to send nothing than fill, seal and ship something that isn't legitimate. I guess if there was a different product in the same bottle then maybe but it would have been highlighted already as people test for barbiturates.
Yeah, I trust the barb tests already done and will be doing my own, too. It would make no sense for him to screw us when he's got such a lucrative thing going. Word would spread real fast.
There used to be another more concentrated solution available known as Dolethal. It was pinkish red in colour and only needed 50ml solution to ctb. There were a couple of bottles floating around for sale at a high mark up. They were bought from A when he was selling them apparently. I know somebody bought one and then the person selling the last bottle I was aware of went awol unfortunately. The price was double that of 2 bottlws from D at least. In fact it was nearer 3x the price of two bottles from D if you live in the US. Honestly, at the time it was on offer I wasn't keen to spend that price on it. Particularly as it was out of date. But now I do kind of wish I'd just gone for it.
Really? You saved your money and it would be out of date. That would worry me more. With what happened with A, I'd always have that question in my mind, too.
 
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You bet! It absolutely did for me.

Same for me. It's just a matter of time, but for now I'm still here.

Yes, please do send that info! I never asked for those details, so I'd love to hear what you know.

We don't hear about them much, but there are sure a lot of people saying they've ordered.
These were the last ones:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-n.83137/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-everyone.83961/

The second one doesn't specify if it's from D, but it's the only choice, since he's the only reliable seller of N right now (mid 2021 ~ 2022 today)

Also, BED didn't made a goodbye thread, but he made clear that he was going to do that after the christmas, and looks like he really did.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/bed.10090/

Seems like so many more posts of purchases than when I first joined the forum.

There are some pics floating around the forum of A's bottles and they're oddly similar to D's bottles. I mean even the details that aren't publicly described in detail on the forum. It's quite unusual and seems to link them somehow. But yeah, D sends the real stuff I'm sure. There's no incentive to send anything else. It would be easier to send nothing than fill, seal and ship something that isn't legitimate. I guess if there was a different product in the same bottle then maybe but it would have been highlighted already as people test for barbiturates.

There used to be another more concentrated solution available known as Dolethal. It was pinkish red in colour and only needed 50ml solution to ctb. There were a couple of bottles floating around for sale at a high mark up. They were bought from A when he was selling them apparently. I know somebody bought one and then the person selling the last bottle I was aware of went awol unfortunately. The price was double that of 2 bottlws from D at least. In fact it was nearer 3x the price of two bottles from D if you live in the US. Honestly, at the time it was on offer I wasn't keen to spend that price on it. Particularly as it was out of date. But now I do kind of wish I'd just gone for it.
Given the difficulty of getting the product and the high demand, he could be scamming us for sure, but yes, from all indications and all the feedbacks here, the product is legit... He is surely profiting millions of $ but I gotta say, at this point, D is an angel and more professional than many amazon sellers.... mad respect for his "work".
 
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These were the last ones:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-n.83137/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-everyone.83961/

The second one doesn't specify if it's from D, but it's the only choice, since he's the only reliable seller of N right now (mid 2021 ~ 2022 today)
Thanks for these. I only knew about @xLosthopex. We also have one or two active people letting us know their planned dates. A lot of times you just assume when they don't come back. :'(
Given the difficulty of getting the product and the high demand, he could be scamming us for sure, but yes, from all indications and all the feedbacks here, the product is legit... He is surely profiting millions of $ but I gotta say, at this point, D is an angel and more professional than many amazon sellers.... mad respect for his "work".
Word would get around real quick if that were the case and that would be the end of his gold mine. I kind of think he gets more business from this site than PPH or Exit. At least this month!
 
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These were the last ones:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-n.83137/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-everyone.83961/

The second one doesn't specify if it's from D, but it's the only choice, since he's the only reliable seller of N right now (mid 2021 ~ 2022 today)


Given the difficulty of getting the product and the high demand, he could be scamming us for sure, but yes, from all indications and all the feedbacks here, the product is legit... He is surely profiting millions of $ but I gotta say, at this point, D is an angel and more professional than many amazon sellers.... mad respect for his "work".
He could scam us but there's no longevity in it. If it were just one man (D) selling it I would expect to eventually see an exit scam but I suspect its a more organised set up involving a few people. Most likely cartel but could be something else. Who knows for sure. I'm not sure how helpful speculation on these things is really so I think I'll refrain now. Already feel like maybe I said too much. It's all conjecture for what it's worth. I actually know nothing about D or the operation he/she runs.
Ha, BrokenBliss beat me to it. Agreed, no sense in scamming as long as D wants the ball to keep rolling.
 
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Congrats!!
I emailed, he replied, I answered his 1-4 questions and nowā€¦ nothing.
Maybe he fills larger orders first.
Those BTC are burning a hole in my virtual pocket. šŸ˜

Looking forward to reading your updates!
What does he ask out of curiosity?
 
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Just let you know that nembutal has been sent already and looking at the tracking it will be here on thursday. Very efficient
 
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Just let you know that nembutal has been sent already and looking at the tracking it will be here on thursday. Very efficient
Yes I've heard it takes 3/4 days to uk usually sounds about right. Think you good . Going to sit on it? Or take soon
 
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Sit on it. Nice to have a safety net
 
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Very interested in this thread as I have just started researching and am looking at N as the best method. Should meto be necessary or is it just boots and braces to make sure the N stays down (from drinking method presumably) ? Love to find someone following the same route as I am to compare notes and get more detail together.
 
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Very interested in this thread as I have just started researching and am looking at N as the best method. Should meto be necessary or is it just boots and braces to make sure the N stays down (from drinking method presumably) ? Love to find someone following the same route as I am to compare notes and get more detail together.
Re N and vomiting:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...oral-n-administration-once-and-for-all.58006/
 
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Very interested in this thread as I have just started researching and am looking at N as the best method. Should meto be necessary or is it just boots and braces to make sure the N stays down (from drinking method presumably) ? Love to find someone following the same route as I am to compare notes and get more detail together.
You'll find many accounts of this method on the forum. As you've only just joined you'll need to interact a bit to get the private message and search features opened up but you can search the forums manually by looking through the relevant boards. Look for the peaceful pill handbook. Abreviated the PPH or PPeH. Seems you already picked up on what meto is. Metoclopramide just in case. It is in fact a boots n braces thing but not one to be passed up lightly. Or used lightly in fact, as there are some significant potential side effects which, though there are many accounts of is apparently fairly rare. Research is key as always. Personally I'm a little torn but nobody wants to vomit whilst unconcious and potentially fail miserably or drown on said vomit. I should add that as far as I'm aware there haven't been any publicly recorded acounts of drowning on vomit in the use of N with or without meto but there have been a couple of threads/accounts of members making somewhat messy attempts and vomiting. There were multiple contributing factors though. In fact I think one actually did use meto. You'll find these failed accounts on the boards eventually. There's a little controversy surrounding them as some get annoyed that they may indicate something more than they actually do when looked at objectively. Plus there is a lot of talk surrounding peoples apprehensions and fears of failure which gets up a few peoples noses as it a common topic the runs through the forum almost like clockwork. I haven't yet reached annoyance at the site of them. The big thing with vetinary N that's used here is the volume (200ml usually) and the sheer horrible bitterness of it mixed with the other preservatives and what not. 200ml of liquid isn't all that much ans the taste is relatively subjective but mostly the consensus is YUK!
Re N and vomiting:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...oral-n-administration-once-and-for-all.58006/
Actually hadn't seen this post before typing out the above text. Apologies if I've covered anything already addressed by @BrokenBliss

I will add one thing about meto that is relevant and sometimes slightly overlooked and that's that it speeds gasteic transit which is beneficial for people on opioid meds or those suffering digestive issues. This I think is quite worthy of extra consideration in anyone falling under those categories. The guidelines for assisted euthenasia in the organisation linked below mention this and say that foe some it's not a suitable method and that's using their solution made more specifically for human consumption. The ingredients for which are also contained in the document.
 

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Also interested. Now a new
Member but forgot my logins on my other "cra87" so had to start a new one
 
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Very interested in this thread as I have just started researching and am looking at N as the best method. Should meto be necessary or is it just boots and braces to make sure the N stays down (from drinking method presumably) ? Love to find someone following the same route as I am to compare notes and get more detail together.
Yes, @Smart No More and I were carrying on a conversation on the pros and cons of meto yesterday that may be of interest. This should get you there, but you may have to scroll around a little:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...o-uk-will-keep-you-updated.87848/post-1562772
 
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Thanks all. I did read through the meto discussion, but it did not seem that conclusive. Should I be taking from it that generally the side effects are little in that space of time and it is therefore recommended to avoid failure ? Much to learn yet, like where this elusive PPeH is. Also, if I am looking at the right site referred to as D on here the costs of N in different forms seems wildly different for the required dose although I don't suppose that is really an issue in the circumstances ! The oral seeming way more expensive (and difficut to drink due to bitterness ?).
 
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Thanks all. I did read through the meto discussion, but it did not seem that conclusive. Should I be taking from it that generally the side effects are little in that space of time and it is therefore recommended to avoid failure ? Much to learn yet, like where this elusive PPeH is. Also, if I am looking at the right site referred to as D on here the costs of N in different forms seems wildly different for the required dose although I don't suppose that is really an issue in the circumstances ! The oral seeming way more expensive (and difficut to drink due to bitterness ?).
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-nov-2021.80506/
 
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Thanks all. I did read through the meto discussion, but it did not seem that conclusive. Should I be taking from it that generally the side effects are little in that space of time and it is therefore recommended to avoid failure ? Much to learn yet, like where this elusive PPeH is. Also, if I am looking at the right site referred to as D on here the costs of N in different forms seems wildly different for the required dose although I don't suppose that is really an issue in the circumstances ! The oral seeming way more expensive (and difficut to drink due to bitterness ?).
There's only one form of N available reliably right now and it's sourced via email from someone using the D as their contact name. The N available is vetinary N and the price is dependent on where you live and are having it shipped to. It's not cheap. Quite pricey but worth in many peoples opinion.
You'll find the email address for D in the ppeh linked above by BrokenBliss. Have a good read through that. The Nembutal section will have a lot of answers for you. I will say that the info in the PPH is somewhat dated in areas and it gets updated/esited regularly now. There's a subscription model now. I suspect mainly to incentivise people to pay for a legitimate access. But there are relevant changes added from time to time. I guess what I'm driving at is that it's a good souece of info but don't use it exclusively as there's other useful and more specific info on the forums too. Good starting point though.

Oh and try to verify the email address you find for D with someone you trust as there have been scam email addresses edited into some copies of the PPH. I'm pretty confident the one linked by BrokenBliss contains the legitimate address but that's not to say it couldn't be breifly edited by anyone with access to the upload/hosted file. This has happened in the past.
 
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Thanks all. I did read through the meto discussion, but it did not seem that conclusive. Should I be taking from it that generally the side effects are little in that space of time and it is therefore recommended to avoid failure ? Much to learn yet, like where this elusive PPeH is. Also, if I am looking at the right site referred to as D on here the costs of N in different forms seems wildly different for the required dose although I don't suppose that is really an issue in the circumstances ! The oral seeming way more expensive (and difficut to drink due to bitterness ?).
What you could take from discussion on this page is that some are concerned with meto's side effects and hesitant to take it. It is largely presented that vomiting is not a likelihood with N, but meto is just an extra effort to prevent it -- just in case. Assisted suicide org's will use it because they can. For us, it tends to be a matter of having to figure out how to acquire it.

I might recommend that you spend some time researching on this site because there is a boatload of info on here that answers all your questions. (Not trying to discourage you from asking them; just trying to encourage people to make a little effort.) Please look under the Suicide Discussion section on the home page.
 
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Agreed. It's also important to read the info from the perspective of making your own choices regarding the use of meto etc.
 
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Thanks again all. I am trying to navigate the site but don't find it that intuitive or easy to locate things. I guess the very obvious website I found in the UK selling these things is not the reliable seller you're referring to which is confusing as it looks pretty legit. I also noticed in the PPeH statements that capsules and tablets of N are no longer made and would therefore be out of date.
 
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Thanks again all. I am trying to navigate the site but don't find it that intuitive or easy to locate things. I guess the very obvious website I found in the UK selling these things is not the reliable seller you're referring to which is confusing as it looks pretty legit. I also noticed in the PPeH statements that capsules and tablets of N are no longer made and would therefore be out of date.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-n-files-2-0.82469/post-1554005
 
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My x3 gifts just arrived in uk now. Thank you D
 
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