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restless.dreams

restless.dreams

Experienced
Feb 7, 2024
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I'm feeling weirdly excited and just wanted to share the good news! Crossing my fingers that it ships okay. Otherwise, my backup method is CO. I'll keep you all posted.

Personal reasons
 
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socrates

socrates

I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.
Dec 3, 2019
304
I get the feeling of excitement. When you have lived in pure pain and torture for years. The end of that is exciting.
 
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inaminute

inaminute

Experienced
Dec 12, 2023
215
Good luck
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Wish you all the best. LOVED the sign! :)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,134
I wish you the best of luck.
 
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bambibambam

bambibambam

๐‘„ป๐‘„พ iโ€™m on your side..!!
Jan 29, 2024
183
I'm feeling weirdly excited and just wanted to share the good news! Crossing my fingers that it ships okay. Otherwise, my backup method is CO. I'll keep you all posted.

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i'm so happy for you, i'm still trying to acquire my SN :( it must feel so nice knowing that you'll be free soon โ™ก
 
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Dliena

Dliena

๐š‚๐š‚ ๐™ผ๐šŽ๐š–๐š‹๐šŽ๐š› ๐™ฝ๐š˜. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
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That is nice to hear and hopefully you'll be at or soon to be one with the eternal peacefulness that awaits you.
 
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restless.dreams

restless.dreams

Experienced
Feb 7, 2024
230
Update: It didn't work :(

The company won't ship without an official purchase order that I don't have, so back to the drawing board...

Sad kermit
 
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TiredOfAllThis

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2024
453
Strangely enough, the planning process calms me down a bit. Knowing that the SN kit is ready helps with anxiety somewhat
 
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restless.dreams

restless.dreams

Experienced
Feb 7, 2024
230
Second update: just placed an order with MDS. A few other users have had luck with them [1] [2], so I'm cautiously optimistic. Will continue to post updates! <3

Dead inside
 
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Cakeisalie

Cakeisalie

"A man chooses, a slave obeys."
Sep 7, 2020
134
I'm feeling weirdly excited and just wanted to share the good news! Crossing my fingers that it ships okay. Otherwise, my backup method is CO. I'll keep you all posted.

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I'm also waiting for the Sn to arrive, I'm going to use it together with the CO method.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

๐š‚๐š‚ ๐™ผ๐šŽ๐š–๐š‹๐šŽ๐š› ๐™ฝ๐š˜. 43,53?
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restless.dreams

restless.dreams

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Feb 7, 2024
230
I would love to know your results if you plan on testing its purity!
Sure! It'll be another 2-3 weeks at least, but I plan on doing an aquarium test and posting the results.

EDIT - Update #3: My order just shipped!
 
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Umacon

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Jan 20, 2024
81
That's great! I have my SN too ๐Ÿ™‚
 
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Just A NPC

Member
Oct 6, 2018
28
What is mds?
 
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DecisionToLeave

DecisionToLeave

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Jan 28, 2024
22
I ordered SN too, it seems that SN is not restricted seriously in China, I hope nothing is wrong
 
Cakeisalie

Cakeisalie

"A man chooses, a slave obeys."
Sep 7, 2020
134
I googled MDS and couldn't find it
Did you really think it would be that easy!?
Maybe I'll make a small modification to my ctb method, as I live in Brazil acquiring a gun is not so difficult but there are risks when buying from bandits, ironically while talking to an old friend I learned that an individual I know who is involved in crime has obtained 2 pistols, I'll try to buy a pistol since my sn hasn't arrived yet, and then use it in the following way, I'll fill a small bathroom with 10kg of coal, then enter the bathroom and drink the sn and then in sequence shoot towards the brain stem,(Headshot+SN+CO).
 
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restless.dreams

restless.dreams

Experienced
Feb 7, 2024
230
Update #4: My planning was interrupted by an involuntary stay at the psych ward, but I'm finally out and remembered to check on my package status and ...

IT'S ARRIVED!!!

Happeh

The package actually arrived 3 days earlier than expected, which is fantastic! No welfare check or anything either. I'm staying with my family and don't have access to the package right now, but hopefully it will be waiting for me at my workplace when I get back.

This is a huge weight off my chest. Now I just need to secure my antiemetics and aquarium test. More updates to come :)
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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I'm happy for you :)
 
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