Jumping in a couple hours

[HNR_]

Yup, really doing this in a couple hours now

The only thing I need to take care of is donating my money, hope that the bank doesn't block the transaction, considering the amount...

There's a small issue with trying to explain what fighting SI is like though, I have no 5G here or even 4G...
I'm typing this while connected to the host's wifi so I have no idea if I'll be able to post anything if I leave the apartment, fingers crossed but it's very unlikely

Anyways, at least I have some good news, my CTB spot is roughly half an hour away on foot, not an hour away as I originally thought

 

[Passenger4224]

Good luck, wishing you peace

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

How are you feeling?

 

[HNR_]

Thank you!
Feels so weird that someone would tell me this instead of someone else haha
In a good way ofc

How are you feeling?

My stomach felt weird the whole day and uh...at the exit, it wasn't fun

Unsure if it's related but I had that same issue when I took my first big huge trip to LA so probably

I'm feeling a bit better now though
Maybe I was just anxious about missing one of my trains x)

Now, I mostly feel sleep deprived
Not being able to sleep much is also common when I have something huge planned the next day haha

 

[darksouls]

peace and love to you

 

[3rdworldsadness]

I hope you find your eternal peace and freedom.

 

[CopingWithSenility]

I'm sorry its come to this
May you find peace and freedom with death

 

[Jadeith]

Wish you painless, peaceful rest, whatever your choice will be in the end.

 

[Misslife]

I wish you peace! This takes a lot of courage. Do you think you'll change your mind?

 

[HNR_]

Thank you a lot everyone, means more than you think

I wish you peace! This takes a lot of courage. Do you think you'll change your mind?

I mean, I've sent my father a letter that he should receive tomorrow explaining everything and I'm donating my lifesavings, if I wanted to back out, I couldn't

I won't even if SI kicks my ass though, I made that decision back in March when the world felt like it was too fucked for me to bother living in and, with everyday that passes, the world proves me that this decision's the right one
For me anyway, not a universal thing

 

[Somewhat Suicidal]

Wish you peace and safe travels!

 

[HNR_]

Well shit, seems like I reached the limit of what I was allowed to spend with the first donation so now I can't donate to other charities
Gotta hope that my father does what I wrote in that letter then

 

[Voice_of_control]

i hope you feel peace and joy and harmony. Will be thinking of you regardless of what u choose .

 

[Oxymorphone]

I wish you all the best! May you find eternal peace!

 

[darksoul999]

wish you the best man! Ill be joining you Friday.

 

[Special Week]

Good luck, bro. I hope you at least enjoyed the good things in life one last time. Rest in peace

 

[Voice_of_control]

wish you the best man! Ill be joining you Friday.

The same for you too .

 

[HNR_]

Good luck, bro. I hope you at least enjoyed the good things in life one last time. Rest in peace

Yeah, kinda been treating myself for months for that reason haha
Mostly by eating stuff I liked more often, things like that
Think I'll leave the apartment in a little over half an hour, I can't hear a single person outside, the timing matches the researches I've done

At this point, only some shitty, random thing out of my control could screw me over, I think

 

[mmoebread]

i wish you good luck! i hope you can find peace

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

How are you doing now?

 

[HNR_]

Ok, ready to leave

Just in case I'm right about not having 5G when I reach the spot, I wanted to thank you all once again for the kind words and, more broadly, thanks everyone for making people like me feel less alone in those times as well as happier, somehow

 

[hevnsfall]

I wish you safe travels and may you find your peace

 

[HNR_]

They barricaded the alt path I wanted to take...
Surrounded by houses too so I can't go around...
Main path is a tourist attraction so gated by night
A few houses have movement detecting stuff too

 

[darksoul999]

are you still with us?

 

[kompyany]

Good luck!Wish you peace and safe travels!

 

[Jonah Byrde]

are you still with us?

read the above post

 

[Disabledfromjump7]

How high is your jump? Best wishes.

 

[Somewhat Suicidal]

Now I'm wondering what happened to him (?).
Did he find away around these obstacles?
Let us know if you are still with us