Just how much of a risk

[zeldalover]

I know it's the dark web so there is a risk period. I just wanna know the likelihood of one finding you ordering stuff too soon. How likely am I to get the stuff ordered to me before I could possibly get caught? I have another plan in motion just in case, before that plan becomes too accessible before the fact. I'm so tired of the fucking sn bullshit. My other plan aside from the dark web is literally just waiting until getting my wisdom teeth out, holding any opioids I might get from that and overdosing on those. I might just straight up do plan c though. I don't know man. How likely is taking Benadryl while drunk? Is this an option? I just want to know if that is an option too before I try anything else too desperate.