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rikakawaii

rikakawaii

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Sep 13, 2024
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hi everyone. im set on what im going to do to ctb. after trying to get better, and not having anyone believe in me, or want to talk to me, im going to jump from an overpass onto the highway. i just pray it'll be quick. i know it's incredibly selfish but i have a lot of hate and resentment in my heart. it feels impossible that im ever going to get better. please tell me anything that'll help me convince me death is peaceful and not a hellscape. thank you.
 
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LostHighway

Experienced
May 5, 2025
209
hi everyone. im set on what im going to do to ctb. after trying to get better, and not having anyone believe in me, or want to talk to me, im going to jump from an overpass onto the highway. i just pray it'll be quick. i know it's incredibly selfish but i have a lot of hate and resentment in my heart. it feels impossible that im ever going to get better. please tell me anything that'll help me convince me death is peaceful and not a hellscape. thank you.
DON'T YOU DARE. That could kill someone. It could kill a family. It could kill or permanently maim several people. Find another location to jump, FFS.
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
481
It is against the forum rules to encourage someone to CTB. You have to find that encouragement yourself.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
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Sounds hellish & I think you can do better.
 
Lucifer’s Son

Lucifer’s Son

I’m going somewhere better
Jul 14, 2026
112
Not gonna help you ruin other people's lives, sorry!
 
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be-a-goldfish

be-a-goldfish

Member
Jul 15, 2026
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please tell me anything that'll help me convince me death is peaceful and not a hellscape. thank you.
I don't trust that you really want to CTB if you need encouragement to CTB.
 
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ruhyytey5o86

ruhyytey5o86

Member
Jun 18, 2026
57
If you have the opportunity to ctb with it being the least burden onto others, doing it from an overpass is kind of mean.

Or maybe, see if you can reserve a (empty) waymo taxi to your location and it might pass under to get to you
 
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Lucifer’s Son

I’m going somewhere better
Jul 14, 2026
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LostHighway

Experienced
May 5, 2025
209
It is against the forum rules to encourage someone to CTB. You have to find that encouragement yourself.
Are you referring to my frustrated comment? I don't want the OP to CTB. I just do NOT want them to be so irresponsible. I lost a loved one in a car accident.

I spend 75% on this site trying to encourage people to live.
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
481
Are you referring to my frustrated comment? I don't want the OP to CTB. I just do NOT want them to be so irresponsible. I lost a loved one in a car accident.

I spend 75% on this site trying to encourage people to live.
No not your comment, original post
 
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name2come

name2come

Student
Sep 30, 2025
102
hi everyone. im set on what im going to do to ctb. after trying to get better, and not having anyone believe in me, or want to talk to me, im going to jump from an overpass onto the highway. i just pray it'll be quick. i know it's incredibly selfish but i have a lot of hate and resentment in my heart. it feels impossible that im ever going to get better. please tell me anything that'll help me convince me death is peaceful and not a hellscape. thank you.
Please reconsider this method. You run a considerable risk of harming or even killing a complete stranger. Even if you've tuned out to the consequences of that action, this is not a reliable way to CTB. Lots of people survive falls at that height, they just do so with considerable traumatic injury. And if you hurt someone else, you'll be doing that recovery in prison for a potentially very long time. This is perhaps more likely to bring considerable pain and anguish into your life and the lives of others than it is to provide you any relief. If you're at a place where you want to choose to CTB, that's your call to make, but jumping onto a highway is not a peaceful option.
 
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FF777

FF777

I am male..
Jul 21, 2019
226
like name2come said, you wouldn't even want to attempt such a random act like that even if you could guarantee you wouldn't harm any one else.. i'm not recommending this either but most people that want to die from some vehicle hitting them usually finds some train tracks i think..

but as far as death being a hellscape, i don't believe people to go heck.. i mean this is just my belief but i think we are conscious energy (spirits) and are in spirit world after we die..
 
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Ben 111

Specialist
Apr 29, 2026
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hi everyone. im set on what im going to do to ctb. after trying to get better, and not having anyone believe in me, or want to talk to me, im going to jump from an overpass onto the highway. i just pray it'll be quick. i know it's incredibly selfish but i have a lot of hate and resentment in my heart. it feels impossible that im ever going to get better. please tell me anything that'll help me convince me death is peaceful and not a hellscape. thank you.
Death is a beautiful thing to happen to someone, embrace it
 
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PugnaEnjoyer2137

Member
Jul 18, 2026
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hi everyone. im set on what im going to do to ctb. after trying to get better, and not having anyone believe in me, or want to talk to me, im going to jump from an overpass onto the highway. i just pray it'll be quick. i know it's incredibly selfish but i have a lot of hate and resentment in my heart. it feels impossible that im ever going to get better. please tell me anything that'll help me convince me death is peaceful and not a hellscape. thank you.
Apart from what others have said, I'd personally consider other means. I've had a friend go that exact way, and it took hours for him to CTB after he was hospitalised. If you won't get hit by a moving vehicle you could only break your legs, which would be incredibly painfully, and if you do, you risk harming somebody completely random
 
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sacrilegeofsouls

Come undone
Jun 14, 2026
72
hi everyone. im set on what im going to do to ctb. after trying to get better, and not having anyone believe in me, or want to talk to me, im going to jump from an overpass onto the highway. i just pray it'll be quick. i know it's incredibly selfish but i have a lot of hate and resentment in my heart. it feels impossible that im ever going to get better. please tell me anything that'll help me convince me death is peaceful and not a hellscape. thank you.

Well let's just forget that you could potentially harm others with this method and think about yourself for a change this method is grossly unreliable and painful beyond measure I'm not sure what made you consider this but you are probably going through some intense emotions and feeling an impulsive destructive urge and that just is not a state in which you should consider ctb because truthfully you probably don't it's just your emotions overwhelming you calm down listen to some music if you like any or do whatever you like think about your life and ask if you really want it. This isn't an action that should be done impulsively it requires thought and planning. And if then you've made up your mind you should check the resources here to find a method that's the least painful for you
 
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rikakawaii

rikakawaii

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Sep 13, 2024
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thank you everyone for snapping some sense into me. I have been incredibly selfish my whole life, and the least I could do is plan out a thoughtful suicide. I will get to it tonight. I will throw away my food, leave behind notes, and hang myself with scheduled texts so my family doesn't have to find me.
 
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