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bbye111

bbye111

absurdism
Dec 26, 2022
63
im considering H or Fentanyl now, although ive never had any experience with these... can someone explain what they look like and how do people use them to ctb?
 
DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
315
If you have zero tolerance, take a bunch of benzos washed down with a bottle of Jack. Wait 20 minutes and then snort two fat lines, one with both nostrils. In less than ten seconds you'll experience the most intense euphoria no human deserves to feel, becoming increasingly overpowering to the point where it overtakes you to a sudden collapse, expelling you into the peaceful void of non-existence.

That's how I died in 2015 with fent. Essentially, the euphoria becomes so overwhelming it kills you, at least that's how it felt for me. Over 120,000 deaths alone last year were attributed to unintentional overdoses. Unintentional. Enough people to fill two full college football stadium fields to maximum capacity, if not three. That's a lot of people that died last year. Not even accounting for the years prior, or for those upcoming. Fent kills people like flies. Now intentional would be certain death beyond doubt.

Unfortunately my roommate came home early and heard me gagging on my vomit and EMS fucked up and woke me up after depleting their whole narcan supply.

While fent is now long forsaken in the darknet, more powerful analogs are available if you know where to look. Trust me, you don't have to look far, just a little tiny bit hard enough.

Just make sure that you're making the correct decision to CTB. It's a one-way ticket, but if you find it necessary to take it, then fent's the fastest and fun way to go, whichever way you go.
 
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bbye111

bbye111

absurdism
Dec 26, 2022
63
there's a lot of people with drug addiction in taking the known "lethal" amount on a daily basis rather than be dead, so it's not really that lethal? i'm afraid i'd end up succumbing to addiction instead of ctb. what's your take on this?
 
Lone_Traveler90

Lone_Traveler90

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Jan 7, 2023
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there's a lot of people with drug addiction in taking the known "lethal" amount on a daily basis rather than be dead, so it's not really that lethal? i'm afraid i'd end up succumbing to addiction instead of ctb. what's your take on this?
While that's true for many drugs, fentanyl OD is very lethal, it often happens when people take other drugs when they don't know that it was mixed with a bit of fentanyl. If you can find a good source of fentanyl (probably that is the hardest part) than it will kill you, no doubt.
 
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Not_A_Seagull

Not_A_Seagull

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Jul 6, 2022
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im considering H or Fentanyl now, although ive never had any experience with these... can someone explain what they look like and how do people use them to ctb?
Idk much about fent but for H theres four methods

1)IV (most addictive way to use H)
2) Smoking
3) snorting
4) boofing

Theres videos and PDF on how to smoke/iv heroin safley

Beginners tend to use brown heroin (i think this is called afghan cream, in unsure)

Theres 3 types of heroin,
Brown heroin: looks brown and powdery, often produced in mexico or turkey/afghanistan (iirc) region.
Black tar: often black and solid, as if it was a rock covered in black "goo", orignates from mexico iirc
China white: looks like a white powder, kind of like flour, orginates from SEA region i believe this is the most refined version of all the heroin, with black tar being least refined and brown heroin being in the middle


Iv:

Smoking:https://michaellinnell.org.uk/micha..._and_moral_outrage/pdf/IMO5_Smoking-Brown.pdf

Boofing:

Afaik its uncommon to overdose on H (assuming its not cut with fent) if you not IV'ing it.


Anyway if I were you id stay the FUCK away from H and fent, your heart can get a lot of infections (esp if you IV it), collapsed veins, etc. It wont be a painless way to die, if anything it will be pretty painful. Not to mention constant consitpation and getting dopesick is hell, so unless you have suboxone or sublocade you will have to CONSTANTLY shell out money for heroin, chances are you wont be a high functioning addict but rather quickly lose everything in the name of chasing the dragon.
Idk much about fent but for H theres four methods

1)IV (most addictive way to use H)
2) Smoking
3) snorting
4) boofing

Theres videos and PDF on how to smoke/iv heroin safley

Beginners tend to use brown heroin (i think this is called afghan cream, in unsure)

Theres 3 types of heroin,
Brown heroin: looks brown and powdery, often produced in mexico or turkey/afghanistan (iirc) region.
Black tar: often black and solid, as if it was a rock covered in black "goo", orignates from mexico iirc
China white: looks like a white powder, kind of like flour, orginates from SEA region i believe this is the most refined version of all the heroin, with black tar being least refined and brown heroin being in the middle


Iv:

Smoking:https://michaellinnell.org.uk/micha..._and_moral_outrage/pdf/IMO5_Smoking-Brown.pdf

Boofing:

Afaik its uncommon to overdose on H (assuming its not cut with fent) if you not IV'ing it.


Anyway if I were you id stay the FUCK away from H and fent, your heart can get a lot of infections (esp if you IV it), collapsed veins, etc. It wont be a painless way to die, if anything it will be pretty painful. Not to mention constant consitpation and getting dopesick is hell, so unless you have suboxone or sublocade you will have to CONSTANTLY shell out money for heroin, chances are you wont be a high functioning addict but rather quickly lose everything in the name of chasing the dragon.

Btw are we allowed to post yt and reddit links here?
 
novem

novem

Experienced
May 9, 2022
273
Idk much about fent but for H theres four methods

1)IV (most addictive way to use H)
2) Smoking
3) snorting
4) boofing

Theres videos and PDF on how to smoke/iv heroin safley

Beginners tend to use brown heroin (i think this is called afghan cream, in unsure)

Theres 3 types of heroin,
Brown heroin: looks brown and powdery, often produced in mexico or turkey/afghanistan (iirc) region.
Black tar: often black and solid, as if it was a rock covered in black "goo", orignates from mexico iirc
China white: looks like a white powder, kind of like flour, orginates from SEA region i believe this is the most refined version of all the heroin, with black tar being least refined and brown heroin being in the middle


Iv:

Smoking:https://michaellinnell.org.uk/micha..._and_moral_outrage/pdf/IMO5_Smoking-Brown.pdf

Boofing:

Afaik its uncommon to overdose on H (assuming its not cut with fent) if you not IV'ing it.


Anyway if I were you id stay the FUCK away from H and fent, your heart can get a lot of infections (esp if you IV it), collapsed veins, etc. It wont be a painless way to die, if anything it will be pretty painful. Not to mention constant consitpation and getting dopesick is hell, so unless you have suboxone or sublocade you will have to CONSTANTLY shell out money for heroin, chances are you wont be a high functioning addict but rather quickly lose everything in the name of chasing the dragon.

Btw are we allowed to post yt and reddit links here?

What practical experience do You have with H or F?
 
Microwave

Microwave

Member
Jan 1, 2023
73
If you have zero tolerance, take a bunch of benzos washed down with a bottle of Jack. Wait 20 minutes and then snort two fat lines, one with both nostrils. In less than ten seconds you'll experience the most intense euphoria no human deserves to feel, becoming increasingly overpowering to the point where it overtakes you to a sudden collapse, expelling you into the peaceful void of non-existence.

That's how I died in 2015 with fent. Essentially, the euphoria becomes so overwhelming it kills you, at least that's how it felt for me. Over 120,000 deaths alone last year were attributed to unintentional overdoses. Unintentional. Enough people to fill two full college football stadium fields to maximum capacity, if not three. That's a lot of people that died last year. Not even accounting for the years prior, or for those upcoming. Fent kills people like flies. Now intentional would be certain death beyond doubt.

Unfortunately my roommate came home early and heard me gagging on my vomit and EMS fucked up and woke me up after depleting their whole narcan supply.

While fent is now long forsaken in the darknet, more powerful analogs are available if you know where to look. Trust me, you don't have to look far, just a little tiny bit hard enough.

Just make sure that you're making the correct decision to CTB. It's a one-way ticket, but if you find it necessary to take it, then fent's the fastest and fun way to go, whichever way you go.
Did you not use antiemetics? How long before your roommate found you? How long until you would have actually CTB?
 
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myownpetvirus

21st Century Lobotomy
Dec 29, 2022
230
I have extensive use I used to be addicted to opiates it is completely painless and if anything euphoric. My plan is to go intramuscular injection as it takes about 5 minutes to kick in and it takes away the risk of missing a vein or passing out before the lethal dose is injected
 
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Microwave

Microwave

Member
Jan 1, 2023
73
I have extensive use I used to be addicted to opiates it is completely painless and if anything euphoric. My plan is to go intramuscular injection as it takes about 5 minutes to kick in and it takes away the risk of missing a vein or passing out before the lethal dose is injected
How long does snorting take to kick in? Did you consider snorting? IM is more simple than IV right?
 
jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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I have extensive use I used to be addicted to opiates it is completely painless and if anything euphoric. My plan is to go intramuscular injection as it takes about 5 minutes to kick in and it takes away the risk of missing a vein or passing out before the lethal dose is injected
Clever idea to go intramuscular. Adds a delay so you can give yourself a lethal dose before passing out. And injecting it means you get the biggest bang for your buck
How long does snorting take to kick in? Did you consider snorting? IM is more simple than IV right?
Yeah you just stick the needle into any muscle. Easier than finding a vein. If it's anything like cocaine, snorting works in like 30s - 5min
 
Microwave

Microwave

Member
Jan 1, 2023
73
Clever idea to go intramuscular. Adds a delay so you can give yourself a lethal dose before passing out. And injecting it means you get the biggest bang for your buck

Yeah you just stick the needle into any muscle. Easier than finding a vein. If it's anything like cocaine, snorting works in like 30s - 5min
Okay so up to 5 mins for snorting, with a bioavailability of 50%.

IM bioavailability seems to vary depending on the drug. Would it be safe to say that it is generally superior to intranasal (snorting) in terms of time to onset and bioavailability?
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jodes2

jodes2

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Aug 28, 2022
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Okay so up to 5 mins for snorting, with a bioavailability of 50%.

IM bioavailability seems to vary depending on the drug. Would it be safe to say that it is generally superior to intranasal (snorting) in terms of time to onset and bioavailability?
.
IM is superior in terms of bioavailability but I'm not sure about onset time. My guess is they're about the same
 
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myownpetvirus

21st Century Lobotomy
Dec 29, 2022
230
How long does snorting take to kick in? Did you consider snorting? IM is more simple than IV right?
Instramuscular is more simple and than intravenous. I've considered snorting but often times you are just swallowing a large amount of it and so vomiting can be a huge issue with opiates. Intramuscular there is no way to. Throw it up. I plan to melt down about 800 mg of oxycodone which is ten lethal doses and injecting it into my ass and shoulder with like 5 syringes. You will feel great pleasure in euphoria and then pass out and never wake up. There is a slight risk of permanent brain damage but you would have to be found in a very short window of time. 100000 people a year die from opiates and very few have permanent brain damage and these are from people not even trying to die. I actually prefer opiates over N because N can take much much longer for you to die leaving further room for permanent brain damage. Lethal dose of opiates your done in ten minutes top
IM is superior in terms of bioavailability but I'm not sure about onset time. My guess is they're about the same
Intramuscular is much more delayed than IV trust me I'm a seasoned junki
 
Microwave

Microwave

Member
Jan 1, 2023
73
Instramuscular is more simple and than intravenous. I've considered snorting but often times you are just swallowing a large amount of it and so vomiting can be a huge issue with opiates. Intramuscular there is no way to. Throw it up. I plan to melt down about 800 mg of oxycodone which is ten lethal doses and injecting it into my ass and shoulder with like 5 syringes. You will feel great pleasure in euphoria and then pass out and never wake up. There is a slight risk of permanent brain damage but you would have to be found in a very short window of time. 100000 people a year die from opiates and very few have permanent brain damage and these are from people not even trying to die. I actually prefer opiates over N because N can take much much longer for you to die leaving further room for permanent brain damage. Lethal dose of opiates your done in ten minutes top

Intramuscular is much more delayed than IV trust me I'm a seasoned junki
Okay. So the melting down and getting it into a syringe part is what I need to think about now. This will be a first for me.

I also want to mix with benzos, but Im concerned about vomiting the mixture, and if I'd have enough time to consume it after injecting. Damn maybe I should have looked for liquid injectable diazepam instead of ordering the pills.

Also would one syringe be enough to inject 1g of a zene? Are you planning on using 5 because of the volume of powder? or for some other reason?
 
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myownpetvirus

21st Century Lobotomy
Dec 29, 2022
230
Okay. So the melting down and getting it into a syringe part is what I need to think about now. This will be a first for me.

I also want to mix with benzos, but Im concerned about vomiting the mixture, and if I'd have enough time to consume it after injecting. Damn maybe I should have looked for liquid injectable diazepam instead of ordering the pills.

Also would one syringe be enough to inject 1g of a zene? Are you planning on using 5 because of the volume of powder? or for some other reason?
Yes you can definitely fit a g of a powder into one syringe. If you use IM you can't throw it up as it is not in your stomach.
 

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