Its really astonishing how all of you seem to have the perfect method for yourself

[Sadness20]

I dont know what to do anymore. I somehow just cant find a method to go through with fast and securely. I dont know. Help. I cant take this anymore

 

[FuneralCry]

Well I certainly don't. If I had my perfect method I would already be long gone, I would certainly be nowhere near this site. But of course in this world suicide is so unnecessarily difficult and I hate this pro torture and suffering society that tries to force people to exist and denies them more desirable method options. It's cruel and disturbing. I'm tired of feeling trapped here as well, I envy those who have N and it makes me so envious when others brag about having it. If I had N I would leave as soon as possible, to me there is nothing more ideal than just peacefully passing away and being permanently gone from this world.

 

[HerculePoirot]

Our method becomes perfect only when we disappear permanently ;-)

 

[Sadness20]

Well I certainly don't. If I had my perfect method I would already be long gone, I would certainly be nowhere near this site. But of course in this world suicide is so unnecessarily difficult and I hate this pro torture and suffering society that tries to force people to exist and denies them more desirable method options. It's cruel and disturbing. I'm tired of feeling trapped here as well, I envy those who have N and it makes me so envious when others brag about having it. If I had N I would leave as soon as possible, to me there is nothing more ideal than just peacefully passing away and being permanently gone from this world.

I've seen you a lot of times now...

Our method becomes perfect only when we disappear permanently ;-)

I guess youre right

 

[Forever Sleep]

Our method becomes perfect only when we disappear permanently ;-)

I think it really is this. I think most people have at least some doubt about their chosen method but as things get worse and worse, we try and become as confident as we can that it will (it has to) work. I agree though- it's not easy to settle on a method when nothing is 100% guaranteed to work and every one of them had pros and cons.

 

[ARW3N]

That's not strictly true. Hanging is the only method available to me rather than my preferred or ideal method which would be something like cyanide or phenobarbital. Hanging is the only method which the bossy do-gooders can't take away from the suicidal. However, it's not the easiest method to go through with because of that conscious interval before unconsciousness and death intervenes.

 

[Cryptonite]

I'm pretty confident about SN, especially because it is very tolerant towards failed attempts.

 

[Ineedtodie]

I would think no method is perfect. There is always going to be SI and panic and other reluctance to go through with it.

 

[tyasma]

I'm pretty confident about SN, especially because it is very tolerant towards failed attempts.

Me too, I have everything ready waiting for my call. I'm really worried still about any kind of pain or severe discomfort I might feel though, even if deep down these "fears" are mostly my SI manifesting and holding me back. Things have gotten worse for me anyway, so I'll have no option but to go with it and the accompanying drugs soon.

 

[Cryptonite]

Me too, I have everything ready waiting for my call. I'm really worried still about any kind of pain or severe discomfort I might feel though, even if deep down these "fears" are mostly my SI manifesting and holding me back. Things have gotten worse for me anyway, so I'll have no option but to go with it and the accompanying drugs soon.

No worries, if done right, there is little risk of severe pain or even discomfort.

 

[tyasma]

No worries, if done right, there is little risk of severe pain or even discomfort.

I can only hope. Even taking the Propranolol I'm still panicking over the heartbeat issue and supposed stomach burns some people have reported. Don't care enough not to go through with it though, since even benzos and the perfect antiemetics I've got ready.

 

[StrangeAndDeath]

We don't. Some of us have the methods we want, others are just making do. And the majority cannot overcome SI or the risk of accidental disability, so we are all still here. Suffering individually and as a collective

 

[willitpass]

i have a method but winter has arrived and my method is going to be deep in the woods. i don't want to die when it's below freezing outside, it would make things much more difficult and unpleasant. and before that i kept putting it off due to SI, now i'm stuck here for around 5 more months until the weather is bearable

 

[Cryptonite]

I can only hope. Even taking the Propranolol I'm still panicking over the heartbeat issue and supposed stomach burns some people have reported. Don't care enough not to go through with it though, since even benzos and the perfect antiemetics I've got ready.

For the burns, at least for the throat burn, I'd recommend numbing lozenges with benzocaine (at least 10mg, ideally more). They are easily available in the U. S.. In Europe it's a little harder, but they're still available. They also work great against the taste of SN.

 

[Hirokami]

I could say without a doubt that the vast majority would consider N to be the perfect method, but as that's basically inaccessible, they make do. I've seen plenty of people here have their reservations about SN, for example, but they still choose that as their method as it's the best they've got. SN is ideal compared to, say, jumping off a bridge or getting hit by oncoming traffic.

 

[NeverEndingPain]

No worries, if done right, there is little risk of severe pain or even discomfort.

This was a nice reply. It gives some comfort to the poster. I wish I had some reassurance for hanging

 

[Cryptonite]

This was a nice reply. It gives some comfort to the poster. I wish I had some reassurance for hanging

Maybe you could try SN too? Hanging is considered one of the top-notch methods.

 

[Mofreeko]

No method is perfect, even N. Personally I chose SN due to the ease it was for me to get, the symptoms I'm willing to risk getting and it's relatively high success rate. The method you choose should be something you can see yourself going through with.

 

[NeverEndingPain]

Maybe you could try SN too? Hanging is considered one of the top-notch methods.

I'd just like to hear about some good things about hanging instead of reading things that make me lose my confidence. SN is not for me. I have a fear of vomiting.