
Sadness20
Experienced
- Nov 1, 2021
- 269
I dont know what to do anymore. I somehow just cant find a method to go through with fast and securely. I dont know. Help. I cant take this anymore
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I've seen you a lot of times now...Well I certainly don't. If I had my perfect method I would already be long gone, I would certainly be nowhere near this site. But of course in this world suicide is so unnecessarily difficult and I hate this pro torture and suffering society that tries to force people to exist and denies them more desirable method options. It's cruel and disturbing. I'm tired of feeling trapped here as well, I envy those who have N and it makes me so envious when others brag about having it. If I had N I would leave as soon as possible, to me there is nothing more ideal than just peacefully passing away and being permanently gone from this world.
I guess youre rightOur method becomes perfect only when we disappear permanently ;-)
I think it really is this. I think most people have at least some doubt about their chosen method but as things get worse and worse, we try and become as confident as we can that it will (it has to) work. I agree though- it's not easy to settle on a method when nothing is 100% guaranteed to work and every one of them had pros and cons.Our method becomes perfect only when we disappear permanently ;-)
Me too, I have everything ready waiting for my call. I'm really worried still about any kind of pain or severe discomfort I might feel though, even if deep down these "fears" are mostly my SI manifesting and holding me back. Things have gotten worse for me anyway, so I'll have no option but to go with it and the accompanying drugs soon.I'm pretty confident about SN, especially because it is very tolerant towards failed attempts.
No worries, if done right, there is little risk of severe pain or even discomfort.Me too, I have everything ready waiting for my call. I'm really worried still about any kind of pain or severe discomfort I might feel though, even if deep down these "fears" are mostly my SI manifesting and holding me back. Things have gotten worse for me anyway, so I'll have no option but to go with it and the accompanying drugs soon.
I can only hope. Even taking the Propranolol I'm still panicking over the heartbeat issue and supposed stomach burns some people have reported. Don't care enough not to go through with it though, since even benzos and the perfect antiemetics I've got ready.No worries, if done right, there is little risk of severe pain or even discomfort.
For the burns, at least for the throat burn, I'd recommend numbing lozenges with benzocaine (at least 10mg, ideally more). They are easily available in the U. S.. In Europe it's a little harder, but they're still available. They also work great against the taste of SN.I can only hope. Even taking the Propranolol I'm still panicking over the heartbeat issue and supposed stomach burns some people have reported. Don't care enough not to go through with it though, since even benzos and the perfect antiemetics I've got ready.
This was a nice reply. It gives some comfort to the poster. I wish I had some reassurance for hangingNo worries, if done right, there is little risk of severe pain or even discomfort.
Maybe you could try SN too? Hanging is considered one of the top-notch methods.This was a nice reply. It gives some comfort to the poster. I wish I had some reassurance for hanging![]()
I'd just like to hear about some good things about hanging instead of reading things that make me lose my confidence. SN is not for me. I have a fear of vomiting.Maybe you could try SN too? Hanging is considered one of the top-notch methods.