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zdeweilx

zdeweilx

It's over
Dec 15, 2025
210
It's the end of my summer trip and I don't want to come back to more problems.

I am ending myself today : I am in a hotel room and tonight's goal is to lose as much lucidity as I can using various stuff such as alcohol before blowing my brains out.

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I am posting this here because the truth is I'm completely alone in this. I tried to call my ex but she didn't even answer me, JFL 😭 she must be with some new guy having fun, and even knowing that I still tried to reach out to her because I didn't have anyone else to call during my last few hours. Do you realize how much of a pathetic loser I was?

Thankfully, the pain ends tonight as I had planned since the end of last year.

Cheers everyone, may you find peace
 
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sadlittlekitten

sadlittlekitten

Existentially Exhausted
Feb 9, 2026
15
Wishing you peace on your journey 🫂
 
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Mr.Ruben

Mr.Ruben

Anatomically correct
Jul 13, 2026
72
May he rest in peace.🫂
 
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CrawlingInMySkin

CrawlingInMySkin

Blood is Red, and Sweet as Cherry Wine
Jun 14, 2026
239
I feel it, mate. I wish you good luck on your journey, a happy night, and a pleasant experience when it arrives. Love and peace, my friend, and goodbye to you♥️♥️
 
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pieceoffox

pieceoffox

Member
Mar 12, 2026
68
Rest in peace, I hope you find some peace 🕊️
 
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interna

interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
286
safe travels
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

Arcanist
Apr 4, 2026
486
Best of luck
 
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Ben 111

Ben 111

Specialist
Apr 29, 2026
312
May your consciousness find peace
 
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CowardlyLies

CowardlyLies

SpaceBattles!
Mar 2, 2026
31
I hope you find solace
 
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nosense-user

nosense-user

Death is my salvation
May 19, 2026
66
Hey, are you still alive? Did you do it?
 

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