zdeweilx
It's over
- Dec 15, 2025
- 210
It's the end of my summer trip and I don't want to come back to more problems.
I am ending myself today : I am in a hotel room and tonight's goal is to lose as much lucidity as I can using various stuff such as alcohol before blowing my brains out.
I am posting this here because the truth is I'm completely alone in this. I tried to call my ex but she didn't even answer me, JFL
she must be with some new guy having fun, and even knowing that I still tried to reach out to her because I didn't have anyone else to call during my last few hours. Do you realize how much of a pathetic loser I was?
Thankfully, the pain ends tonight as I had planned since the end of last year.
Cheers everyone, may you find peace
I am ending myself today : I am in a hotel room and tonight's goal is to lose as much lucidity as I can using various stuff such as alcohol before blowing my brains out.
I am posting this here because the truth is I'm completely alone in this. I tried to call my ex but she didn't even answer me, JFL
Thankfully, the pain ends tonight as I had planned since the end of last year.
Cheers everyone, may you find peace