It's not a "dark place".

[leavingsoon99]

I'm in a place of clarity. I'm in a peaceful, happy place. I look back at my life, and see that the so-called "dark place" was life. I'm going to a much happier place. A place where I belong. No more insecurity. No more hate towards me. I'm going to the brighter place. I'm going to the never ending starry night. I'm going home.

 

[MrDarkness]

Yep, I'm happy, I soon won't be able to feel pain, or be sad, or angry. I can't wait honestly

 

[Grimpoteuthis]

I have always liked the home metaphor for peace after death. Hopefully we will all be back home someday.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I have always liked the home metaphor for peace after death.

I like that.

 

[brokeandbroken]

For me it could be adversity or a dark place. Or it could be the end. It all depends on others and how much help I'll receive and how much people care/value me. My life is in others hands. Either they'll get credit or my blood will be on their hands.

 

[Zegers]

I agree, i think the ctb will be what make the most sense of all this life

It all depends on others and how much help I'll receive and how much people care/value me

If you expect that (and they are not family or friends) you might as well ctb today.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm going to the never ending starry night. I'm going home.

This is the right feeling. There's no better place to be! I hope you can find peace! All the best!

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be a relief to feel so at peace with everything, I hope that you eventually find what you are searching for, best wishes.

 

[FindingHome]

I have always liked the home metaphor for peace after death. Hopefully we will all be back home someday.

This resonates with me. Also, looking at what you wrote "Your deep sea friend, " one of the methods I want to do is going to the ocean and drowning, I hope to find HOME one day.