Story It’s almost time (goodbye thread)

[Toenditall]

Just got to my hotel room tonight I'm going to ctb thanks to everyone on here over the past few months but it's time I do what I need to do method is partial hanging mixed with 250ml of 1.4b and 15-20grams of sn all washed down with a load of booze

 

[Volomori83]

Looks like you've got it all planned out. I'd hoped to be gone by now but I'm struggling with getting it done. I think I'll have to try booze and/or meds to get past the SI barrier. I'm sorry it has come to this for you but I do sincerely hope you get what you want.

 

[Toenditall]

Looks like you've got it all planned out. I'd hoped to be gone by now but I'm struggling with getting it done. I think I'll have to try booze and/or meds to get past the SI barrier. I'm sorry it has come to this for you but I do sincerely hope you get what you want.

I've had it all for a while and planed for a long time and thank you I hope everything works out for you too what ever you decide

Goodbye!
And I also say goodbye to everyone.
You're also from russia? You have russian vodka, hah :)

goodbye friend and no I'm in the uk it's my favourite vodka

 

[Volomori83]

Well from one Brit to another - see you on the other side.

 

[Thin Chew]

Good luck.

 

[throwaway777]

i hope ur suffering ends ...gud luck <3

 

[Toenditall]

Well from one Brit to another - see you on the other side.

See you on the other side

Good luck.

thank you

i hope ur suffering ends ...gud luck <3

thank you

 

[Cookiedough8956]

I'm so sorry about this...

Whatever happens I hope you are in peace. R.I.P.
: ), hope your suffering doesn't last any longer. I wish you all the luck.

 

[GreyMagic]

Hope you may find the peace you are searching for. Intend on doing a hotel death myself in the UK, so was nice to see the pictures of you just relaxing before you ctb.

 

[WOODESITY]

May you find peace, good luck

 

[wanttodie]

hope to See you on the other side

 

[marcusuk63]

good luck , i hope all goes to plan for you

 

[coileanbeag]

I hope you find peace on the other side x

 

[FauxEmotions]

Best of luck, may it find what you're looking for. And I envy your courage.

 

[Psilo]

Good luck, may you find your peace.

 

[FairyAlys]

Safe journey

 

[vaulthunter]

good luck, i hope you find peace and happiness

 

[Circles]

Whatever happens I hope the other side will treat you more kindly and wash all your worries away. Peace be upon you friend.

 

[NextSummer]

Peaceful journey mate

 

[Redrock]

Wishing you the best

 

[DeadlyLiving]

I hope you find your peace x

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

Good luck! Sounds like a solid plan to me.

 

[Circles]

Just got to my hotel room tonight I'm going to ctb thanks to everyone on here over the past few months but it's time I do what I need to do method is partial hanging mixed with 250ml of 1.4b and 15-20grams of sn all washed down with a load of booze

Hey I have to ask, are you sure the rope will hold it looks a bit flimsy? Try to be cautious.

 

[NoOneKnows]

right after taking SN you going for hanging? wow , I admire your determination. Hope all works out well and you find peace

 

[Macc Lad]

online at 8.26am this morning!

 

[Toenditall]

Don't think I can go though with it I'm so ashamed at myself still got one more night at the hotel

 

[FauxEmotions]

Don't think I can go though with it I'm so ashamed at myself still got one more night at the hotel

No need to feel shame, this is literally life or death. The biggest decision one can possibly make.
I just hope you find peace sooner rather than later no matter what peace means for you.

 

[whatever1111]

Don't think I can go though with it I'm so ashamed at myself still got one more night at the hotel

no need to feel ashamed, it's not a contest, it's a choice and a very difficult one. the world, and the option of ctb, will still be here if you abort your ctb. please take care of yourself. hugs

 

[Toenditall]

It needed to be today it's been 1 year since I lost my dad today I have everything ready going to have a drink smoke and a joint and see how I feel

 

[Macc Lad]

you're obviously not ready.......take some time out!