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thehorizons

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Mar 25, 2026
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I was considering sourcing a 20 cubic feet cylinder for nitrogen cylinder, but now I'm thinking I need more. Is 20 cubic feet actually reliable? I'm factoring how there might be experimentation and the duration it actually takes to CTB cause you don't immediately CTB after you lose consciousness. I just don't know how I'm going to get more 20 cubic feet to be transported to the CTB location since it's going to definitely raise suspicion. This is so effed up. I guess a lot of us feel this way with the nitrogen method. I'm starting to feel cornered, so I might have to do jumping or night-night if it doesn't work out. I think I'll have the mindset for it since I'm starting to feel my reality is starting to feel like a simulation cause I had three illnesses within a year (two of which are pretty severe while the other, being oral cancer, would slowly eat my tongue and lip).
 
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Mar 26, 2026
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I was considering sourcing a 20 cubic feet cylinder for nitrogen cylinder, but now I'm thinking I need more. Is 20 cubic feet actually reliable? I'm factoring how there might be experimentation and the duration it actually takes to CTB cause you don't immediately CTB after you lose consciousness. I just don't know how I'm going to get more 20 cubic feet to be transported to the CTB location since it's going to definitely raise suspicion. This is so effed up. I guess a lot of us feel this way with the nitrogen method. I'm starting to feel cornered, so I might have to do jumping or night-night if it doesn't work out. I think I'll have the mindset for it since I'm starting to feel my reality is starting to feel like a simulation cause I had three illnesses within a year (two of which are pretty severe while the other, being oral cancer, would slowly eat my tongue and lip).
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