Help is there any point in living anymore in this world? should i ctb

[itriedinthislife2]

young man, just tired of life

complicated up bringing and death crosses my mind all the time. i just hate my existence now, its sad that it came to this. i suddenly lost all hope to live anymore

if i ctb i would have people that would miss me but honeslty ive tried and i think id be better at peace and they know that. its sad that it has come to this. my method will be by firearm when i get ahold of one this month. ill update you guys before i do it but is there anything im missing out on in life? the bus is coming real soon for me and its giving me a sense of relief. that bullet will blow my meaningless life away. i feel for you guys i really do. ive been hurting for awhile. if i had a gun id do it right now


for the ones that want to stay, stay strong and keep fighting , dont let anybody force you into anything
i can get a gun from one of the local thugs.. excited to have a way out... fuck yes...

 

[j.rez729]

I'm sort of curious how old you are. But regardless, while I'm not going to directly encourage you to ctb, it's true that there is no point to living anymore in this world. Deep down I've always known this but it didn't really hit hard until the past 2-3 years. For me it was after my looks faded and I realized that looks was literally what kept me propped up and happy and functioning. Now I'm chubby and undesirable, so it's pointless now. Our world is so fake and worthless that this is the reality of it.

 

[itriedinthislife2]

I'm sort of curious how old you are. But regardless, while I'm not going to directly encourage you to ctb, it's true that there is no point to living anymore in this world. Deep down I've always known this but it didn't really hit hard until the past 2-3 years. For me it was after my looks faded and I realized that looks was literally what kept me propped up and happy and functioning. Now I'm chubby and undesirable, so it's pointless now. Our world is so fake and worthless that this is the reality of it.

20. i 100% agree

 

[ScaredOfMachines]

This probably isn't the best place to ask for reasons to live. But I'm the same age as you, and I don't see much of a reason to keep going either. I was fine with my life being pointless and wasted space, even if I don't accomplish anything, I can at least try to have fun. But the constant torture of being trans, the emptiness of being alone, realizing that things were only going to get worse for me- all of it just killed any reason to keep going.
But if you think you can recover and live a normal life, I say give it some time. People always talk about how the tiny joys of life keep them going, and maybe experiencing those makes things worth it. They've always passed me by, so I can't tell you what they feel like.

 

[darkshadownice]

But the constant torture of being trans, the emptiness of being alone, realizing that things were only going to get worse for me- all of it just killed any reason to keep going.

I genuinely feel terrible for anyone who is trans and who lives in the US. These upcoming 4 years are going to be utterly brutal.

 

[TheoPhage]

young man, just tired of life

complicated up bringing and death crosses my mind all the time. i just hate my existence now, its sad that it came to this. i suddenly lost all hope to live anymore

if i ctb i would have people that would miss me but honeslty ive tried and i think id be better at peace and they know that. its sad that it has come to this. my method will be by firearm when i get ahold of one this month. ill update you guys before i do it but is there anything im missing out on in life? the bus is coming real soon for me and its giving me a sense of relief. that bullet will blow my meaningless life away. i feel for you guys i really do. ive been hurting for awhile. if i had a gun id do it right now


for the ones that want to stay, stay strong and keep fighting , dont let anybody force you into anything
i can get a gun from one of the local thugs.. excited to have a way out... fuck yes...

KYS/CTB, continue living doesnt matter.

Gnosis is what matter. Gnosis is knowledge, Knowledge is Power, Power is Sovereignty.

Most of us suffert without knowing why.... THE WHY IS this is a prison planet hell realm that maximises the most extraction of loosh energy from human and living beings suffering...

Being bored, like me , Is another reason for way. I have lived a thousands lifetimes, with every single permutation possible. It bores me to tears to be point of it being a tragicodramedy with no inherent purpose.

Then I looked up and found string being pulled, by way of astrological archontic influences that deciding my lifescript, I pulled back the dsmt strings that are tugging at me and found default AI programs running on loop....

The Gods you worship, are long gone, either OD;s on the loosh energy they feeding from us or slain/ decapitated and absorbed into the primordial void of base realitly by Goddesss Kali, Mother of the Omniverse>>>

Yet our suffering continues...

I'm gattering an army of the living dead and the dead beings,... YAY or NAY? Join me and we shall visit helll upon Valhalla and make the Gods our BITCH!.


i SAID IT MANY TIMES AND I WILL SAY IT AGIAN "all gods can suck my c*ck".

 

[itriedinthislife2]

KYS/CTB, continue living doesnt matter.

Gnosis is what matter. Gnosis is knowledge, Knowledge is Power, Power is Sovereignty.

Most of us suffert without knowing why.... THE WHY IS this is a prison planet hell realm that maximises the most extraction of loosh energy from human and living beings suffering...

Being bored, like me , Is another reason for way. I have lived a thousands lifetimes, with every single permutation possible. It bores me to tears to be point of it being a tragicodramedy with no inherent purpose.

Then I looked up and found string being pulled, by way of astrological archontic influences that deciding my lifescript, I pulled back the dsmt strings that are tugging at me and found default AI programs running on loop....

The Gods you worship, are long gone, either OD;s on the loosh energy they feeding from us or slain/ decapitated and absorbed into the primordial void of base realitly by Goddesss Kali, Mother of the Omniverse>>>

Yet our suffering continues...

I'm gattering an army of the living dead and the dead beings,... YAY or NAY? Join me and we shall visit helll upon Valhalla and make the Gods our BITCH!.


i SAID IT MANY TIMES AND I WILL SAY IT AGIAN "all gods can suck my c*ck".

i will update my page before i ctb. rest in peace to all the fall soldiers. life sucks i only know the effect it will have on my mother. i tried in this life. i rlly did


it will be this month. im in so much pain. may u find your solution

 

[itriedinthislife2]

This probably isn't the best place to ask for reasons to live. But I'm the same age as you, and I don't see much of a reason to keep going either. I was fine with my life being pointless and wasted space, even if I don't accomplish anything, I can at least try to have fun. But the constant torture of being trans, the emptiness of being alone, realizing that things were only going to get worse for me- all of it just killed any reason to keep going.
But if you think you can recover and live a normal life, I say give it some time. People always talk about how the tiny joys of life keep them going, and maybe experiencing those makes things worth it. They've always passed me by, so I can't tell you what they feel like.

i love this reply... i have a little hope a bit but with the glock firearm in my possesion its a sense of relief if i cant manage anymore

thank you

 

[theboy]

This is a very personal question and answer
You have to decide for yourself

 

[itriedinthislife2]

This is a very personal question and answer
You have to decide for yourself

i ve made m6 decision

 

[theboy]

i ve made m6 decision

Oh... okay
Peace!

 

[itriedinthislife2]

Oh... okay
Peace!

peace out. if things dont get better after the 17th im out hahaha