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NoReasonToLive2023

Change and decay in all around I see
Jun 4, 2023
62
Managed to watch, and even enjoy a little, some of the latest series of Black Mirror.

So far there have been two episodes where somebody CTBs.

Other things are making me feel like everything's about to come to and end.

I've not even decided if I'm going to CTB yet - circumstances may not be quite as bad as I fear they are going to be.

It does feel, however, that certain things are calling out to me to just do it.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,070
Maybe it's your subconscious telling you that life is mostly suffering and not worth the effort.
The suicide rate is rising rapidly worldwide now and is only going to get worse.
When you say that you feel things are going to come to an end, do you mean something like the imminent world war 3 ?
 
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NoReasonToLive2023

Change and decay in all around I see
Jun 4, 2023
62
When you say that you feel things are going to come to an end, do you mean something like the imminent world war 3 ?
I wish I felt WW3 was coming. Humanity is disgusting and that would wipe a lot of the worst out.

I mean aspects of my own life. Tiny things that mostly affect only me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,890
I guess that after all we are destined for nothing but to cease existing whether it's on our own terms or not, we are just waiting around to die anyway. In my case simply just existing here in this dreadful world makes the thought of non-existence sound so incredibly appealing but after all only the individual will know if suicide is the way they will die, I wish you the best.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,846
I enjoyed the Black Mirror series. Thought they were really clever. Might have to start paying for Netflix again... Yeah- it can be weird when you feel like certain random things in the world align with our individual lives. I guess maybe we're just looking out for them more- or- maybe they mean more in the sea of information. Did you ever watch 'The Outer Limits' series? Some of them were really good and thought provoking too.
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
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Managed to watch, and even enjoy a little, some of the latest series of Black Mirror.

So far there have been two episodes where somebody CTBs.

Other things are making me feel like everything's about to come to and end.

I've not even decided if I'm going to CTB yet - circumstances may not be quite as bad as I fear they are going to be.

It does feel, however, that certain things are calling out to me to just do it.
I had to stop watching black mirror it made be super depressed, it is a good show just not one to watch in a shitty mental state, just me tho
 
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XXXWRLD

Member
May 22, 2023
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I feel like I'm living in an episode of Black mirrors.