Is SN PAINFUL

[Justnotme]

freelifeexit is a troll. The sooner you set him to ignored the better.
Here are a few threads with people calling out freelifexit on his bullshit. You can read through them and decide for yourself if you're going to listen to this loser:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-poisoning-consequences.89874/#post-1593462

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn.77826/

Aren't you ashamed to call a person a loser for the fact that a person just sends the experience of participants who wrote on the SAME forum?!
Have you personally been with these participants to call them liars and say that they are lying about the pain, that they specifically say it? No, you weren't near them.
So why the hell are you throwing your aggression at a person who cites as an example the disadvantages of methods that MAY POSSIBLY happen?

 

[Sersilv1]

freelifeexit is a troll. The sooner you set him to ignored the better.
Here are a few threads with people calling out freelifexit on his bullshit. You can read through them and decide for yourself if you're going to listen to this loser:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-poisoning-consequences.89874/#post-1593462

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn.77826/

Can you pm me?

 

[eldiablo666]

It can be. Depends , it's a lot of factors. Very individual

 

[Sersilv1]

It can be. Depends , it's a lot of factors. Very individual

Can you explain Better please?

 

[eldiablo666]

Can you explain Better please?

There's no guarantee SN is painless.
It all comes down to each persons unique biology. Every person reacts differently to the same substance.
One person gets high on his first heroine dose while another person gets sleepy or even sick.

Your previous drug history can matter as well.
If you've been abusing benzodiazepines this can play part e.g.

If you're on anti depressants for example, these are known to dampen the drugs effect immensely. Same goes for SN probably.

Also there's a few members telling us in their last moments of SN poisoning that they experience pain in the stomach.

 

[gomenasai]

Does SN interfere with amitriptyline (tricyclic antidepressant) or pregabaline (anti-seizure medication) that I'm taking for my health problems
I sure hope SN is not too painful.

 

[eldiablo666]

Does SN interfere with amitriptyline (tricyclic antidepressant) or pregabaline (anti-seizure medication) that I'm taking for my health problems
I sure hope SN is not too painful.

I don't think anyone can answer this 100%, but when it comes to N it's advices to stop all antidepressants minimum 1 week b4, but if you ask me you need to have been off that shit way longer. Like months.

I know when I stopped taking SSRI I felt it in my brain at least 2,5 weeks after I quit it cold turkey.
Like my brain was in a wagon on a bumpy road sort of feeling.

 

[Dot]

S.n ds nt wrk on nurolgcl recptrs in sme wy tht psychactve drgs d/ -- s/ cnnt C s.n intractns happnng

Medcatns takn wth s.n cld intrct wth xistng mdcatns thgh

 

[gomenasai]

Unfortunately I can't quit my meds since my pain is way too strong. I hope everything will turn out well in the end for all of us

 

[Sersilv1]

Theres no guarantee obviously. N was always the best according to my readings but again its not available anymore

I would pay 10k to get N, i will have to go with SN and Hope its fast

 

[almaranthine]

Reading this really got me questioning this method now. Thoughts, anyone?
Post in thread 'Sources and scam megathread'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sources-and-scam-megathread.94434/post-1728298

 

[Sersilv1]

Reading this really got me questioning this method now. Thoughts, anyone?
Post in thread 'Sources and scam megathread'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sources-and-scam-megathread.94434/post-1728298

I am scared now...i am planning to do It very soon

 

[almaranthine]

I am scared now...i am planning to do It very soon

Yeah I'm not trying to spread fear or anything this specific post really did disturb me though. The poster also does not want to discuss details with anyone (understandable) so I'm left wondering wtf actually happened to their friend before they died.

 

[Sersilv1]

Yeah I'm not trying to spread fear or anything this specific post really did disturb me though. The poster also does not want to discuss details with anyone (understandable) so I'm left wondering wtf actually happened to their friend before they died.

I am doing it in a few days. I really want It, but stomach pain really scares me

 

[wljourney]

Do you think i could do this in the night while everyone Is sleeping?

Have you read through the SN megathread?

Most of the questions you are asking have been discussed there in great length. Pros and Cons. Options. Alternatives.

Many people share your concerns and wonder how to manage their personal living situation.

Quite frankly: if you live at home with family or roommates, I don't think it is a good idea to CTB at home.
Choosing a hotel room in a medium to large chain hotel will give you the time and privacy you need if you decide to go through with it. But that's just my personal opinion.

Is it possible? Yes.
Is it more likely that you will be found and rushed to the ER? Also, yes.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

 

[Sersilv1]

Have you read through the SN megathread?

Most of the questions you are asking have been discussed there in great length. Pros and Cons. Options. Alternatives.

Many people share your concerns and wonder how to manage their personal living situation.

Quite frankly: if you live at home with family or roommates, I don't think it is a good idea to CTB at home.
Choosing a hotel room in a medium to large chain hotel will give you the time and privacy you need if you decide to go through with it. But that's just my personal opinion.

Is it possible? Yes.
Is it more likely that you will be found and rushed to the ER? Also, yes.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

I will go at my uncle's chalet by myself. Thanks.
Do you have any idea about my body? Will It turn brownish? I don't want to look horrible, my parents Will suffer enough already

 

[Mofreeko]

Guys you have to make your own choices based on your own research. Read up on SN as much as you can, read survivors takes, studies, ect. If you let one positive or one negative post of anecdotal evidence sway you then you're doing it wrong. It seems some of you want one person to tell you if you should or shouldn't do it. No one can make that choice but you.

 

[Sersilv1]

Guys you have to make your own choices based on your own research. Read up on SN as much as you can, read survivors takes, studies, ect. If you let one positive or one negative post of anecdotal evidence sway you then you're doing it wrong. It seems some of you want one person to tell you if you should or shouldn't do it. No one can make that choice but you.

Its my only way out. I don't have a gun. I have a rifle but cannot find bullets (my granpa hide them), this would be my First choice. Then N, i would pay 10k to have It but its impossible to have It. SN its my third choice, i am scared to jump or hang.
I am continuing the thread because its URGENT i feel like i Need to do this soon, i am Reading as much as i can but i want people to talk about this with me.

 

[Musichater]

This is just my personal opinion, but I think you need to manage your fear first. Human's SI is already strong, fear could double that. Anyway, I hope you can overcome whatever is troubling you and find a solution that suits you best.

 

[almaranthine]

Have you read through the SN megathread?

Most of the questions you are asking have been discussed there in great length. Pros and Cons. Options. Alternatives.

Many people share your concerns and wonder how to manage their personal living situation.

Quite frankly: if you live at home with family or roommates, I don't think it is a good idea to CTB at home.
Choosing a hotel room in a medium to large chain hotel will give you the time and privacy you need if you decide to go through with it. But that's just my personal opinion.

Is it possible? Yes.
Is it more likely that you will be found and rushed to the ER? Also, yes.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

honestly though at over 300 pages now fuck reading through the entirety of that mega thread lol. you're right though probably 97% of any possible questions or concerns about SN have been discussed/answered *somewhere* just a matter of finding the content.

 

[freelifexit]

Reading this really got me questioning this method now. Thoughts, anyone?
Post in thread 'Sources and scam megathread'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sources-and-scam-megathread.94434/post-1728298

"Our friend passed away last week with SN. He suffered terribly and had a terrible death struggle even though he followed the guide. It was cruel to see him suffer until he finally became unconscious. He had suffered enough in his life because of illness. Therefore, it´s even worse that even the death was so painful. He had wanted so much to die without suffering and had trusted that SN was a peaceful method."

That's why, I think that fanatics who create and propagate a false peaceful image of SN, especially those who are against sharing negative facts, are either very stupid or moral freaks. They are responsible for those who have been deceived by them and experienced terrible pain from experience with SN.

It is obvious that following a regime does not guarantee a peaceful death, but somehow this is a common misconception.

 

[Sersilv1]

"Our friend passed away last week with SN. He suffered terribly and had a terrible death struggle even though he followed the guide. It was cruel to see him suffer until he finally became unconscious. He had suffered enough in his life because of illness. Therefore, it´s even worse that even the death was so painful. He had wanted so much to die without suffering and had trusted that SN was a peaceful method."

That's why, I think that fanatics who create and propagate a false peaceful image of SN, especially those who are against sharing negative facts, are either very stupid or moral freaks. They are responsible for those who have been deceived by them and experienced terrible pain from experience with SN.

It is obvious that following a regime does not guarantee a peaceful death, but somehow this is a common misconception.

I would like to know how Is the suffering? Stomach pain?

 

[NoLightRemains]

SN is still my method, but I am prepared to suffer with it. I feel as though if I'm not mentally prepared for the very likely pain and discomfort, I will be more likely to back out. I do not want to fail an attempt post-ingestion. I try to be prepared for about 30 minutes of suffering, because I have confidence in the method that if I don't call for help, I will succeed. I can only hope I go unconscious sooner rather than later.

 

[regal20]

it's just one incident. the description shows that he was sick with something, maybe it had some influence? maybe he panicked because his heart started to beat fast? not enough details to draw clear conclusions.

 

[Sersilv1]

SN is still my method, but I am prepared to suffer with it. I feel as though if I'm not mentally prepared for the very likely pain and discomfort, I will be more likely to back out. I do not want to fail an attempt post-ingestion. I try to be prepared for about 30 minutes of suffering, because I have confidence in the method that if I don't call for help, I will succeed. I can only hope I go unconscious sooner rather than later.

SN is still my method, but I am prepared to suffer with it. I feel as though if I'm not mentally prepared for the very likely pain and discomfort, I will be more likely to back out. I do not want to fail an attempt post-ingestion. I try to be prepared for about 30 minutes of suffering, because I have confidence in the method that if I don't call for help, I will succeed. I can only hope I go unconscious sooner rather than later.

Suffer how? Stomach pain? Head?

 

[wljourney]

honestly though at over 300 pages now fuck reading through the entirety of that mega thread lol. you're right though probably 97% of any possible questions or concerns about SN have been discussed/answered *somewhere* just a matter of finding the content.

You are not wrong. It's quite a lot of information splattered amongst a whole lot of "non-information".

However, it can help putting some time between the decision to CTB and actually going through with it and reading through 300+ pages would do that.

Many questions answered, but many new questions will arise.

It's a difficult decision to CTB and it should be, because it's big and final and can't be taken back.

 

[achromatic]

I don' t know for sure if I'll actually do it but Im prepraring myself for some degree of suffering though it still probably beats many other methods (excluding N or opioids ofc). The only think Im worried about is that I won't be able to control panic and call for help. That fear is stopping me for now. I mean I cannot be sure what I'll do when my consciousness will be deteriorating and if and when SI kicks in. I would love to listen to music in my last moments but it will probably be better to not have phone nearby
Hmmm maybe I must get benzos for this method ...

 

[wljourney]

I will go at my uncle's chalet by myself. Thanks.
Do you have any idea about my body? Will It turn brownish? I don't want to look horrible, my parents Will suffer enough already

When your heart stops beating and you die, your blood stops circulating. It also goes from bright red to darker red/brown because you aren't breathing and the lack of oxygen leads to the change in colour (oxygen is what makes your blood bright red). Most of your body will appear pale (because no blood is circulating). Your lips, hands, feet will turn blueish/pale.

Once blood circulation stops, gravity will lead to your blood "sinking" to the bottom. So, if you are laying on your back, there will be dark bruised areas where your blood pooled.

There was a link posted somewhere, you can probably find it in the SN Megathread or via google.
It's a coroner's report about a man who died from SN poisoning.
The body shows dark blue spots on his back, shoulders, legs etc but he was also not found for a few days, so decomposition started and it looks a bit worse than it would be if he had been found within 24-48 hrs.

I hope this helps.

And yes. Seeing the body of your child is traumatic and difficult for a parent to overcome. Many will struggle with that for the rest of their lives.

That's why many (if not most) of us here on SaSu are struggling with going through with their own suicide. We don't want to inflict unnecessary pain onto our loved ones and friends. We continue to live with emotional and physical pain, until our own pain becomes so incredibly overwhelming that we make a choice: trading relief from pain for the hurt it will cause to our friends & families.

 

[Rocket]

Please i Need to know how painful It could be at worst and how long would It endure?

Also, what would happen if i double the dosage?

Hi Sersilv1, this is my first post here, have been reading for several weeks and still have a lot to learn. Will definitely take advantage of Stan's guide along with the recent updates. Minimizing the discomfort with benzos, bit of weed, favorite music or whatever else to be as comfortable as possible seems wise so the transition is as calm as possible. Here's a spreadsheet of successful SN attempts:

SS – Fatal Sodium Nitrite (SN / NaNO2) Attempts: Member Methods & Experiences

docs.google.com

While there are various levels of issues, most of the successful attempts took not very long before they were unconscious. This is from the spreadsheet. This was one of the more intense case studies.

00:10 Started making. Moonie is suprised how much a table spoon (+/-25gram) is.
00:15 "Doesn't smell like anything." used luke warm water. Clear white liquid. I dont see any clumps.
00:17 The liquid started to get more clear and clear
00:21 "I'm feeling okay and calm. I'm looking at the forum."

After taking the SN

00:31 Moonie took SN in a chair with a straw "oh fuck its really bad"". it tastes like really salty seawater. It's burning my thoat." She says the straw helps allot.
00:32 Making SN dosage 2. And she took a mint to mask the taste of the SN.
00:33 Moonie says her throat still burns. And gives it a 3.5/10 on the pain scale. "not really that bad." She says her stomach burns.
00:34 "i need to lay down."
00:35 She says her heart is beating fast. Throat burns It's salty. Getting really warm. She says there is no pain. But I feel heavy stomach burns.
00:36 Moonie puked once (I couldnt see how much. But she puked 2 times)
00:37 Second puke. And she is breathing very heavy. Almost trying to gasp for air.
00:38 She took her headset off. I couldnt talk to her anymore. But I could still listen to her.
00:39 Her eyes are closed and she is breathing very heavy.
00:40 Breathing slowes down. laying on her side
00:41 She coughs a bit and says fuck 3 times in a low voice. (perhaps theres some pain/ discomfort?) (this could also be the last time she was consious)
00:42 Really slow breathing. Almost looks like normal breathing
00:43 Still consious, legs spasms. She makes some grunting sounds.
00:44 eyes are open for a brief second (this could perhaps be a possible small seizure?) she closed her eyes immediately after that though.
00:45 Hands on stomach, Groans. load groans sounds like snoring. kinda like chocking
00:46 throws up a little bit. while laying on her stomach.
00:47 trying to gasp for air. making loud snoring sounds.
00:48 less snoring / gapsing for air sounds.
00:49 I think she's asleep
00:50 Def sleeping.
00:52 still same breathing. It is getting slower though
00:55 breathing becomes really slow
00:56 even slower
00:58 last breath
01:05 nothing changed. shes still laying
01:15 nothing changed. shes still laying
01:30 nothing changed. shes still laying
01:40 nothing changed. shes still laying
01:44 nothing changed. shes still laying. closed videocall.

But considering what is going to happen, posts like FuneralCry's (such a beautiful soul, have read so many of the wise and supportive posts) are a reminder that its a short term gateway to ultimate peace. 👁️👃👁️ Shu's posts are also so true, other methods have so much more risk for horrible errors. Following Shu's journey and sending the kindest of thoughts.

This was Stan's last topic and he provides more information here https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/can-anyone-hear-frank-sinatra.27430/. He also did some updates to his guide and discussed some of what you're looking for in https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/. There's so many places to find information but it can be a bit tricky to find them.

Wishing you peace and rest in whatever you choose to do, friend.

 

[freelifexit]

freelifeexit is a troll. The sooner you set him to ignored the better.
Here are a few threads with people calling out freelifexit on his bullshit. You can read through them and decide for yourself if you're going to listen to this loser:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-poisoning-consequences.89874/#post-1593462

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn.77826/

Rather, it is you who is a loser and a liar, because you accuse and insult someone without checking the facts.

You have attached two threads. In the first one, I translated two articles about the aftermath of SN, one user decided to check them and translated only one article, forgot to translate the second article and therefore decided that this was a lie. In the second thread, I wrote that after SN there is a chance of brain damage, but there are no such cases on the forum, because a person with it will not be able to write about it, this is logically true. Moreover now we have articles about brain damage

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-and-braindamage.102225/