is it wrong for me to admire people to attempted suicide before?

[Lostandfound7]

I feel the same way, have attempted several times before, I feel nothing but admiration for those who stay and live a life that I get crushed under the weight of.

Truth!

 

[Wayfaerer]

Attempt no, succeed yes. I drastically underestimated how much cajones (or extreme desperation) it takes to CTB until I got to that point. It had really altered my perspective on life.