MG_39
Physically ill suffering couch potato
- Jul 5, 2019
- 211
I'm getting closer to my limits, my health is declining to a level that is unbearable.
Of course I would like a physically peaceful method, but reliability is way more important. I don't have a good place to do full suspension, so will have to do it in the woods. Time of the day and location will make it less likely that someone would show up and "save me", but that's something I fear a lot more than pain. So taking KCN before I drop in the noose would make it more certain.
I need to have my method prepared, I will keep fighting, but I really need to know that I have a way out.
Of course I would like a physically peaceful method, but reliability is way more important. I don't have a good place to do full suspension, so will have to do it in the woods. Time of the day and location will make it less likely that someone would show up and "save me", but that's something I fear a lot more than pain. So taking KCN before I drop in the noose would make it more certain.
I need to have my method prepared, I will keep fighting, but I really need to know that I have a way out.