Is anyone going to an assisted suicide clinic?

[outrider567]

I jumped under the train in subway. Probably it was the worst experience in my life, I was completely conscious and was begging for finishing me for a while till emergency came. But of course they didn't, just gave me some kind of gas to make me unconscious and that's was amazing, that feeling of non-existence. Unfortunately soon I woke up in ICU, realising what I've done, facing the consequences. Horrible

That's a nightmare, so sorry for what happened

 

[HellWorld]

Yeah, I would like to get N, but I'm afraid of seizure as I'm in EU, baltic state. Previously I even thought to travel to Mexico to be 100% sure to get it, but unfortunately I couldn't stand my father's suicide and did what I did, so now I've to learn how to walk again, on prosthetics, before I'll be able to come back home and order anything. I'm also thinking about getting SN as a backup plan, as I'm already have meto, but I don't know any source yet. I hope someone will tell me when I'll be able to get private messages.

This is my fear with ordering N too. I'm so very sorry for what happened to you. I can't imagine what you're going through. You must have a lot of strength to be able to continue on.
What's meto if you don't mind me asking? As for the private messages unfortunately I think they go off of how many times you post. So you may be able to get them soon!

I am also trying to access dignatas. Last time we spoke they said I needed a doctors note.

I originally was looking into dignitas just due to being more familiar with them. But the more I researched the easier it seems like it is to get accepted into pegasos. Can I ask why you're choosing dignitas? Thank you!

 

[Legalizemybody]

Hi! May I ask what kind of illness you have and why did you choose dignitas not pegasos or life circle? Thank you if you can share!

I am dealing with terminal depression with multiple suicide attempts per week for the last 15 years. I am now facing criminal charges for a car accident during a state of acute disassociation. I live in the States and things have gotten so unbearable that I cannot wake up another day.

 

[HellWorld]

I am dealing with terminal depression with multiple suicide attempts per week for the last 15 years. I am now facing criminal charges for a car accident during a state of acute disassociation. I live in the States and things have gotten so unbearable that I cannot wake up another day.

I'm so very sorry. That sounds like hell! I hope that dignitas accepts you. And I hope you're able to get out of the criminal charges with the car accident. That doesn't sound very fair to you at all!

 

[Sans]

Weed, gay marriage, and woman joining the army was legalized so we might get this on the next dice roll

They're not going to legalize assisted suicide. If that happened, people may kill themselves in droves and then they can't be slaves for corporations anymore.

 

[ornitier199]

No, if it was I would've already been long gone and saved from the pain worsening now.
I've given up on ineffective methods in my past so that I don't give them more reason to try and force me alive with broken limbs, severed legs or what not.

I jumped under the train in subway. Probably it was the worst experience in my life, I was completely conscious and was begging for finishing me for a while till emergency came. But of course they didn't, just gave me some kind of gas to make me unconscious and that's was amazing, that feeling of non-existence. Unfortunately soon I woke up in ICU, realising what I've done, facing the consequences. Horrible

Alright this is just leaving me with: I'm stuck here suffering for decades because even the most brutal methods won't work.
I don't know what to do now but to literally rot in one place. It's about as 'peaceful' as it gets.

 

[The Disinherited]

Im so so very sorry to hear that. I hope they accept you. I tried to send you a message but it wouldn't let me. Have you heard of pegasos before?

I read "message" as massage and started laughing...I'm going to hell.

No worries at all, I completely understand! Do you mind keeping us updated if they write back and approve of you? I'm 36 and have chronic fatigue syndrome. My chronic fatigue syndrome is pretty severe (I've been homebound for 11 years now); but I know I'm still on the younger side too so I'm not sure how low my chances would be to get accepted.

Chronic fatigue syndrome is considered a pseudoscientific disease by a lot of Doctors. You have to make a real go of your life to get accepted by these clinics as some (if not all, I'm not sure) require you to write a personal essay. So being homebound by a disease whose existence is tenuous is thin ice on which to build a case.

I've decided that I'll almost certainly receive an assisted suicide at a clinic around Easter 2024, my suicidality is partly in remission because of short term prospects that can sustain me till then but not after.

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

I jumped under the train in subway. Probably it was the worst experience in my life, I was completely conscious and was begging for finishing me for a while till emergency came. But of course they didn't, just gave me some kind of gas to make me unconscious and that's was amazing, that feeling of non-existence. Unfortunately soon I woke up in ICU, realising what I've done, facing the consequences. Horrible

No words.. I'm sorry you had to go through that, I cant even imagine how terrifying it felt being conscious during those moments. I hope at least one of these organisations will hear you out and listen to your story.

I read "message" as massage and started laughing...I'm going to hell.

Chronic fatigue syndrome is considered a pseudoscientific disease by a lot of Doctors. You have to make a real go of your life to get accepted by these clinics as some (if not all, I'm not sure) require you to write a personal essay. So being homebound by a disease whose existence is tenuous is thin ice on which to build a case.

I've decided that I'll almost certainly receive an assisted suicide at a clinic around Easter 2024, my suicidality is partly in remission because of short term prospects that can sustain me till then but not after.

You'd think that if they believe we're all fakers they'd be more keen to get us out of their hair, but oh well.

I dunno what the motivation is in denying people with CFS the right to die- especially the more severe cases where people are bedbound or on feeding tubes and can hardly move- because the medical establishment offers no treatments or advice other than, suck it up.

The fact that so many illnesses throughout history have been seen as fake and pseudoscientific until a biomarker emerges, leaving ill patients left to rot, only solidifies the notion that we need an umedicalised right to die. Doctors should not be calling the shots about our bodily autonomy when there are so many ailments they can't even understand, much less treat. Who let them be the gatekeepers?

 

[HellWorld]

I read "message" as massage and started laughing...I'm going to hell.

Chronic fatigue syndrome is considered a pseudoscientific disease by a lot of Doctors. You have to make a real go of your life to get accepted by these clinics as some (if not all, I'm not sure) require you to write a personal essay. So being homebound by a disease whose existence is tenuous is thin ice on which to build a case.

I've decided that I'll almost certainly receive an assisted suicide at a clinic around Easter 2024, my suicidality is partly in remission because of short term prospects that can sustain me till then but not after.

Pegasos has an article on their site about a woman with ME/CFS getting assisted suicide so that gives me a little bit more hope that they accept the condition.

 

[wanttodie]

id love to go to end my life but we dont have them in Canada

 

[Weebster]

dont be ridiculous. there are people here who lost their loved ones to that illness. show some dignity.

Fuck off. I personally want cancer.

 

[Tortured Existence]

I could be wrong but I thought the organization pegasos allowed the non terminally ill/non sick to apply. There was recently a story where two sisters died together at that clinic although Im not 100% sure how sick they were (I don't think they were sick though). Maybe someone can correct me if I'm wrong.


Theres some info Here

You are correct.

 

[DarkRocket]

They're not going to legalize assisted suicide. If that happened, people may kill themselves in droves and then they can't be slaves for corporations anymore.

Sad but seems to be true in America and most of the world. However, there is hope, because even Canada has legalized assisted suicide for some healthy people, if they are financially desperate and have no hope for a better future.

No, if it was I would've already been long gone and saved from the pain worsening now.
I've given up on ineffective methods in my past so that I don't give them more reason to try and force me alive with broken limbs, severed legs or what not.



Alright this is just leaving me with: I'm stuck here suffering for decades because even the most brutal methods won't work.
I don't know what to do now but to literally rot in one place. It's about as 'peaceful' as it gets.

Have you tried sodium nitrate?

 

[Musketeer]

I wish that was an option in my country, it's a shame that it is not. So i will have to do it myself i guess

 

[Sobreviviente]

What's meto if you don't mind me asking?

Metoclopramide, that's an anti-emetic, necessary to take along with SN and recommended with N, prevents you from puking.

 

[Istanbulite]

Fuck off. I personally want cancer.

reported

 

[Weebster]

reported

I didn't know tattletales existed in the adult world lol.
I've told users that before and nothing happened. And I didn't say "fuck you." I said "fuck off." There's a subtle difference.

 

[Istanbulite]

I didn't know tattletales existed in the adult world lol.
I've told users that before and nothing happened. I didn't say "fuck you." I said "fuck off." There's a subtle difference.

reported again

 

[Weebster]

reported again

For what? Calling you a tattletale? Lol that's not a reportable offense.

You might be a little too sensitive for this site. You should go to the Weenie Hut Jr. version

 

[Istanbulite]

For what? Calling you a tattletale? Lol that's not a reportable offense.

You might be a little too sensitive for this site. You should go to the Weenie Hut Jr. version

that too, reported, pal

 

[dropintheocean]

Cant we just let that go and be friends? We are all suffering. Lets create understanding and let go little issues.

 

[Weebster]

that too, reported, pal

I haven't done anything wrong. Your over sensitivity is your own problem. You can't handle disagreements.

that illness is out of choice. suicide is intentional. i cant even type that illness out bcs i lost my so very dear person to it. again, show respect.

The world doesn't revolve around you. You don't get to dictate the behavior of others.

 

[Talvikki]

that illness is out of choice. suicide is intentional. i cant even type that illness out bcs i lost my so very dear person to it. again, show respect.

What do you mean with that illness is out of choice. suicide is intentional?

 

[Istanbulite]

What do you mean with that illness is out of choice. suicide is intentional?

it means that even people who don't want to die get cancer (just like my dear aunt, god bless her soul, only 26), whereas suicide is a personal and willing choice.

so there is no offence if somebody around you killed themselves and we talk about suicide, since that person wanted to die. whereas people who got cancer and died, did not necessarily want to die. capish?

 

[RegretedFeeling]

I am under the impression you need to be terminally I'll, or at least can present an extremely good case as to why you need to die. It's a shame you can't just go and die, I would go in a heartbeat canada you can have a drug problem and go. This world took so much from me they are either never going to find me or they will have to pick up my pieces!!!

 

[Weebster]

it means that even people who don't want to die get cancer (just like my dear aunt, god bless her soul, only 26), whereas suicide is a personal and willing choice.

so there is no offence if somebody around you killed themselves and we talk about suicide, since that person wanted to die. whereas people who got cancer and died, did not necessarily want to die. capish?

No, you don't get to set the rules.

 

[Istanbulite]

No, you don't get to set the rules.

reported

 

[Weebster]

reported

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

 

[Istanbulite]

LOL

says a lot about you putting a laughing my ass off emoji to my late aunt! anyway, enjoy ur incoming ban

 

[Weebster]

says a lot about you putting a laughing my ass off emoji to my late aunt! anyway, enjoy ur incoming ban

No one's laughing at your aunt, perpetual victim. I'm laughing at you. You're silly