Is anyone else pretty young?

[AdamfromtheUK]

I'm 39 years old. Before I'd always thought threatening suicide was juvenile. I'm not threatening as I'm part of the demographic which frequently commits suicide. I'm reaching the point where my existence is untenable.

 

[midnight.moon]

I am a similar age, though I don't think it particularly matters when someone dies. It's all the same in the end. I don't believe in an afterlife, though.

Same. I sincerely hope there is no afterlife lol that would suck

I am 20 years old and I will be 21 in July, I haven't even finished my studies yet, they told me that it was best for me to leave for my mental health due to suicidal thoughts and more. I would love to finish my studies but I prefer to first try to get a job even if it gives me enough money to rent any place, even if it is small, I just want to leave my home, I hate people who are so egocentric and evil at times here, and they also refuse to be clean because of it I walk I have a phobia of dirt but only in my home and whenever I touch anything outside my room it makes me horrendously nervous, sometimes I get quite desperate or short of breath. It makes me quite sad that people even younger than me have these thoughts, I really hope they can improve :< (I speak Spanish and use a translator, sorry if some parts are not understood)

I'm so sorry that's such a difficult fear. Have you tried gloves? Sorry it that's a stupid suggestion! It just helped someone I knew. Alsoo what u wrote totally makes sense.

I am 20 years old and I will be 21 in July, I haven't even finished my studies yet, they told me that it was best for me to leave for my mental health due to suicidal thoughts and more. I would love to finish my studies but I prefer to first try to get a job even if it gives me enough money to rent any place, even if it is small, I just want to leave my home, I hate people who are so egocentric and evil at times here, and they also refuse to be clean because of it I walk I have a phobia of dirt but only in my home and whenever I touch anything outside my room it makes me horrendously nervous, sometimes I get quite desperate or short of breath. It makes me quite sad that people even younger than me have these thoughts, I really hope they can improve :< (I speak Spanish and use a translator, sorry if some parts are not understood)

I'm so sorry that's such a difficult fear. Have you tried gloves? Sorry it that's a stupid suggestion! It just helped someone I knew. Alsoo what u wrote totally makes sense.

 

[NonEssential]

I recently turned 25 and it's kinda scary to think I'm closer to 30 than 20. Especially since I haven't really accomplished anything. I have done less than others my age, hell probably even less than an average 18 year old.

 

[midnight.moon]

I'm 20, and I also want to die since I was 16 but I haven't tried to CTB, I'm so afraid to die even if I'm better dead.

I'm really scared too
I tried and came close, hv to do it soon tho

 

[_Maya]

18, but i've been suicidal since 14.

 

[ForgottenAgain]

I've been suicidal since 13. I'm glad I didn't ctb before becoming an independent adult as that changed my life a lot for the better.
Now I'm 30 and currently at the point where I'm stable enough to handle my current misfortune. Life goes in cycles. I just want this mental resilience to last enough for me to fix our house and job situations.

 

[ifkedup]

18 here

 

[lastch]

I'm 20, 21 in June and hoping I'll be gone before it. I spent my birthday last year in a psych ward no phone not allowed talk to family and crying alone in a bed surrounded by cruel strangers.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I consider 43 pretty young. My dad's going to live to be a hundred just like his parents. I wasn't even halfway through my life before I destroyed it. Although if I'm honest, things really went majorly wrong for me when I was 19, and I should have ended it then. It would have saved me another 20 years, and absolute hell. Nothing was worth it, but then most of my life has been an inhuman nightmare. Maybe other people can say different. And that's a good thing.