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SEIRU

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Jan 4, 2026
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I literally cant stop, I started doing it every time I was angry or sad but now I literally just do it because I feel like I have to.

This sounds so stupid but I tried so many times to stop but something about me just gets upset when I dont see cuts anywhere on my body I feel like im literally going INSANE omfg.
 
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Jan 4, 2026
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I understand. It really is the only thing that helps sometimes. I now have grotesque scars all across my body from daily (several time a day now) self harm. I've quit in the past, and what usually helped me was keeping busy and exhausting myself. I hope that you can overcome this addiction, and luckily the prognosis on self harm addiction tends to be pretty good
 
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