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thelittleprincess

thelittleprincess

the billboard said "the end is near"
Dec 5, 2025
13
Hey. I am newly 18 (since august) and female. You can call me Charlie. I'm just tired of everything. I'm just so tired. I still feel like such a child. from america which is going to shit by the way, I have drinking issues already and pretty sure my family is sick of me. I like to draw people pregnant when they piss me off. Other than that I enjoy guitar, painting (acrylic & watercolor), writing (poetry, novels, songs), and playing video games sometimes. Although recently I haven't had enough energy for much of anything. Don't have much hope for life. Freshly broken up with and pretty sure I'm gonna die alone. That's all, have a nice day x
 
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Blue Mushroom

Blue Mushroom

Member
Feb 12, 2022
23
Helllooooooooo
25yo male Virolainen here. Used to be depressed, constantly stressed/anxious and of course suicidal but I've been out of that hole for a while now, did take more than half a dozen years of introspection though. I still think I'll become an hero at some point in the future but It'll most likely be because I just can't be bothered to live anymore rather than from sadness, loneliness or anything like that. Speaking of loneliness, it's the only thing that still affects me from time to time since I've seemingly become unable to connect with others. If not for 2 people (an egoistic swede and a perverted kazakh) who I share a few sentences (and even more rarely play games with) here and there, I'd have no one but my parents that I'd talk to nowadays.

Anyways, I spend most of my free time indulging in different forms of escapism (mainly fantasizing/worldbuilding while listening to music in bed, vidya and watching shows/anime/content in general) and researching different topics though I also have an interest in the outdoors (mainly hiking, camping and urban exploring). Aside from all that I also like to cook, bake and brew (beer mainly). Also I'm currently in the process of learning leather working, gamedev and guitar (acoustic). Also also really into Pathfinder 1e, both it's world and system

Quite aimless in life so I just try and enjoy however much of it I can!
 

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