Introduce yourself

[Mira Gaga]

Hi, Mira here. I'm 18f, from Cali USA. I have bpd, comorbid homicidal ocd, and I've attempted suicide 5-6 times in the past. I was sexually abused since I was three. I don't know who I am anymore. I've lost touch with reality, with my family and friends. I find peace in sleep, so I od on pills or codeine. I hope to know some more people who feel like me here. I don't know why I still have hope. I feel empty inside. Empty and shitty.