AngelTear
Dead before 30
- Oct 27, 2025
- 45
Hello all, I'm new here! An introduction is a bit hard for me since I don't normally know what to say but I do them regardless.
So where to start? I'm American from the south and I've lived in the south my entire life yet due to being trapped and isolated my whole life I have never seen much. Still regardless of that I have a desire to see more and explore my own state and other regions of the USA along with visiting other countries too! I also did not finish high school, I dropped out but I do seek to get my GED if I can focus long enough while I'm alive.
I am queer and I have been my entire life even back when I didn't know what LGBTQ+ was. Despite being raised as a Jehovah's Witness I did not get the memo that people hated the LGBTQ+ so my family's disapproval of LGBTQ+ along with other people's individuals greatly confused me and still does. As I've gotten older I've questioned my sexuality and gender much more despite sadly not having the means or the environment to really express myself. I'm non-binary and aroace.
That aside, I have many interests. I think I get interested in so many things due to the fact there's a lot of interesting things in the world to lose myself in. I like:
So where to start? I'm American from the south and I've lived in the south my entire life yet due to being trapped and isolated my whole life I have never seen much. Still regardless of that I have a desire to see more and explore my own state and other regions of the USA along with visiting other countries too! I also did not finish high school, I dropped out but I do seek to get my GED if I can focus long enough while I'm alive.
I am queer and I have been my entire life even back when I didn't know what LGBTQ+ was. Despite being raised as a Jehovah's Witness I did not get the memo that people hated the LGBTQ+ so my family's disapproval of LGBTQ+ along with other people's individuals greatly confused me and still does. As I've gotten older I've questioned my sexuality and gender much more despite sadly not having the means or the environment to really express myself. I'm non-binary and aroace.
That aside, I have many interests. I think I get interested in so many things due to the fact there's a lot of interesting things in the world to lose myself in. I like:
- Linguistics/language learning. I want to learn a new language and I have made pretty decent progress with Mandarin and Japanese in the past but never became fluent along with my environmental and mental health struggles making being studious difficult. I admittedly procrastinate a lot and lose motivation a lot. However I'm still interested and the Languages I'm interested in right now are Spanish, Japanese, Mandarin, Russian, German, and Finnish.
- Art or anything creative. Art has been my main hobby for as long as I can remember. I love it and it's good for therapeutic purposes and earning a little cash here and there. I desire to have the experience to use as many different mediums as I can to make art. So far I have used, pens, pencils, markers, water colors, acrylics, digital programs, photography, video editing, and clay to make stuff with. Recently I've been fixated on making more whimsical pictures that look as if they could be from a children's storybook since that's what I find most soothing as of late.
- Video games. Been a gamer since I had a computer to play games on. As a kid all I had was flash games since the family computers sucked tbh and let's play (yes I did watch Pewdiepie as a kid). I also had a PS2 and a PSP which belonged to my fuckass brother. Both consoles I loved dearly. As time went one I acquired a Wii, a Nintendo DS lite, a Nintendo 3DS, and my own PC. Now I'm a bonafide PC gamer thru and thru...yet somehow I'm still not super tech savvy lol.
- Animals. I've only had one pet ever in my life which was adopted by my fuckass brother. She was a cat and that's how my fixation on cats began. I like learning about animals and my newest fixation are seals, I could tell you a lot about seals. I do not desire to have a pet right now (
I kinda want to be the pet lolll) since I'm in NO position to take care of any living organism, not even myself. - Collecting. Back when things were more financially stable I indulged myself in collecting things I like: dolls and stuffed animals. Thanks to having an antiques store near where I live it made getting these things easy. I certainly have a developed taste for the kinds of dolls and plushies I like and would love to have in my life. the sad thing is most brands are Asian companies and being American it makes getting these things difficult...and the fact I have 0 income as of now. Still I could go on and on about the brands I love so much!
- Fashion. I like fashion despite looking bland and wearing the exact clothing I've had since high school. My eye tends to go for alternative fashion especially J-fashion. From the genres I know the names of I really like lolita and decora (there's more but I can't remember the name of them off the top of my head at the moment.) I also really enjoy fashion history and period fashion too! I love learning about how clothes were constructed in the past, when certain trends came to be, and so on. It's made me was to learn to sew clothes. I think my favorite time period of fashion is quite recent, I admired 1970s fashion (the weird, quirky, kitschy look) the most.
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