In my car, suicide box

[no_surprises]

I hate guns, but I can't get N. I'm considering getting a single shot 12 gauge.

To avoid the mess, I can't do it in my apartment. My car is an old station wagon. I'm thinking if I lie down in the back of the car with my head against the hatch/tailgate, I can get the gun in my mouth and the mess would be caught mostly by the hatch.

I would tape cardboard over the windows so that anyone who passed by wouldn't have to see it. I guess I should write on the cardboard, "for you safety, don't look in this car."

I'd have to call 911 right before shooting so that they would come to get rid of me.

I'd like to get some metal sheets to put behind my head to try to prevent the shot from blasting through the back of the car. Maybe a metal deck box?

Does this seem reasonable? Do I need to worry about the remains? I don't want someone to have to clean out the blood or bits of bone from the car.

Also, does anyone know about ordering and paying for cremation services ahead of time?

 

[alwaysalone]

I hate guns, but I can't get N. I'm considering getting a single shot 12 gauge.

To avoid the mess, I can't do it in my apartment. My car is an old station wagon. I'm thinking if I lie down in the back of the car with my head against the hatch/tailgate, I can get the gun in my mouth and the mess would be caught mostly by the hatch.

I would tape cardboard over the windows so that anyone who passed by wouldn't have to see it. I guess I should write on the cardboard, "for you safety, don't look in this car."

I'd have to call 911 right before shooting so that they would come to get rid of me.

I'd like to get some metal sheets to put behind my head to try to prevent the shot from blasting through the back of the car. Maybe a metal deck box?

Also, does anyone know about ordering and paying for cremation services ahead of time?

If your in the US you can prepay through a funeral home.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

I went to a funeral home and prepaid for cremation. Maybe have a note with the business name and phone number so they know who to call. For me, they will come and get the body and everything.