I'm autistic retard that makes everyone around them uncomfortable. I thought I have changed, that I can actually talk to people. But everyone who gets to know me leaves me. People don't tell me what they actually think about me. They instead tell me some good sounding bs.
I know I'm probably going to be for ever alone. I won't experience real connection and acceptance. Because I can't change the way I'm, no metter how hard I try. I wish it wasn't true.
I wish at least suicide would be easy. But maybe I'm just too mentally disabled to do that too.
I know I'm probably going to be for ever alone. I won't experience real connection and acceptance. Because I can't change the way I'm, no metter how hard I try. I wish it wasn't true.
I wish at least suicide would be easy. But maybe I'm just too mentally disabled to do that too.
