I hate myself so much and I'm a total failure. I hate waking up everyday and remembering how I fucked up my life. I've been miserable for nearly a decade now and I see no way out. Part of me feels sorry for my family because if I CTB but then again they never did anything to stop my dad from being a prick to me at every opportunity, not to mention what they did to me when I was in the psych ward. Fuck sake man, I can't believe I'm in this position. I think I've no choice but to CTB at this stage. I've tried many different medications, I have a healthy diet, I exercise,I sleep decent, I don't watch porn like I used to and I avoid most of the "bad habits" that lead to poor mental health but yet every day I feel fucking terrible. Idk what to do
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