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TheWindow047

TheWindow047

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May 10, 2026
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I feel like the world is ending and my life is just a loop and I just want to CTB so bad but I don't know why i don't do it , I guess I'm afraid of failing but if I don't try it how am I supposed to do it I wish dying was easier I wish I could get hit by a car and die instantly, I have been tired for so many years.
 
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desiderium

desiderium

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I also wish dying was easier. Fear is a monster of its own, and you aren't alone in being afraid to CTB despite the desire to do so. I wish that a peaceful end was easier for all of us who crave it.
 
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