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I wish there was a magic button to push to end it all without any preparation necessary, pain or risk. I want to. Autistic. Suffered from horrific childhood abuse. Just the absolute worst luck in life. But I know that I have three kids and people who care, so I just can't bring myself to do it. But I fantasize and dream about it. In the meantime, can I please just have an instant heart attack?
 
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