EyeWish...
I, I hit the bottom, hit the bottom and escape
- Jan 29, 2024
- 31
I don't know why I feel this way, it's only been getting worse since I was 13ish. I feel so fucking miserable and I can't put the reason to it. I'm tired, I'm so very tired. I find myself wishing night after night to be killed. I'm just too much of a stupid coward to ctb. I've pushed everyone away and I'm not making any sense to myself. There's no point to my stupid little post here. I'm not trying, haven't been for a while. I'm not always so miserable but right now all I am thinking about is suicide. Oh please let me die soon. I'm too damn young and suicidal to wait another 60 years. Maybe if I beg to you over some obscure forum you'll do it cuz that makes sense. Please, please god if you exist, please. And I swear I'm alright.
