figcitylightscookie
sad, lonely & desperate
- Nov 21, 2023
- 44
I feel like my life is meaningless. I'm 25, and I have nothing to show for it. If I had the means, I'd kill myself now. I'm ugly inside and out. I'm just a waste of space. I feel awful, truly. I have 2 finals coming up too, and I just don't have the motivation to study for them; it doesn't seem worth it anymore. I'm usually a nerd, and I love studying, but I just can't seem to get myself to be productive at all. I know this might seem like it's all over the place; I might post a more cohesive post later, but I just needed to let out some frustration. I'm so tired of everything, and I wish it were over. I wish I didn't exist. I can't keep living like this anymore; I wish I were a better human being.
