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lailoosha

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At this point I'm pretty certain that I want to end my life I just dont know hot to go about it. I am discovering that Acetaminophen overdose isn't actually as good a method as I thought it was and has a very low chance of killing you and its also a slow and painful death which is the complete opposite of what I want.

Ideally I want something painless and fast and I understand that asking a lot especially since I do not have a lot of resources at hand. If I were to hang myself I would need to purchase a rope, but also I dont want to do that because Iwouldnt want a loved one walking in on me. SO id preferably want someway I could end my life when im not at home. I also wish but I dont have access to a gun nor am I planning on obtaining one.

Ive also thought about jumping from a high building/bridge but idk if I can find access to a good one plus for a bridge they're all above water and I don't want to drown like that's a big no for me as a method of death. but yeah other than that I just want a method that doesn't require me purchasing anything, I'm okay with some level of pain but just not too severe and something that will GUARANTEED work and not from home, so if anyone has any suggestions PLEASE feel free to let me know!!
 
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I had a friend who tried to jump and he survived, hes still recovering with horrible injuries, i dont recommend jumping unless u can get somewhere hella high
 
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