Venting im so tired

[sleepydeaths]

who even gives a shit. who even cares. who even gives a shit nothing matters and it never fucking mattered. life is a showboat of nothing but pure fucking misery. what's even the fucking point if life is nothing but pure misery. nothing matters and it never mattered. this is all bullshit. we all delude ourselves into thinking all of this means something but it doesn't. all of this means nothing and we're all stupid for trying to even pretend it does. nothing matters. none of us are special. nothing makes this shit worth it.

we're all stupid. we all act like we know better than we actually do. nothing matters because the only thing that matters is the lottery that decides if you're conveniently attractive and appealing to society, if you're rich and capable, if you're able to be shit. or if you're ugly and poor and unable to be something that matters. nothing makes sense. this is ridiculous. life is ridiculous and unfair and we're all pathetic. we're all stupid. existence is suffering. hope we all go to hell

 

[StrawberryBlood]

Being attractive and "rich" should not be your end goals. Real life sex is awkward at best. Not all it's cracked up to be. Material wealth and the envy of it is the core of your misery and most others. Our society is broken. Built on broken ideas that continue to snowball and crumble. What does it mean to "be something"? Fame? Are you seeking fame? Fuck fame. Fuck money. Fuck sex. What do you mean "something that matters"? Further the broken society that's crumbling around us? Get into a history book? Warmongers are who is in our history books. Is that what you wanna be? So tired and bored children read your name and forget about you before they even graduate?

The pyramids were built on the backs of slavery so dramatic it is hard for a modern human to comprehend. They used humans as machines. And for what? Tombs. Tombs for their pharaohs. Can you name a single pharaoh which was buried in a pyramid? I can't. And I don't care to either. And I wouldn't be impressed if you could. Disappointed, actually. Do you know the actual legacy those pharaohs left behind? The tombs which their slaves built. We marvel at the structures themselves. Not what they meant, not who they held.

Now they're crumbling in a desert wasteland with nothing greater to say than "these were built by humans."

Life is beautiful. Humanity is sick. Literally. Not in the moral panic way, but genuinely, spiritually sick. If you don't believe in spirits, so be it, mentally sick. It's the same thing to me. Nature is beautiful. Human nature is beautiful. Animals are beautiful. As is birth and death. Yes, even the brutal parts of nature that so many modern humans detest, I find beautiful. Blood, gore, flesh. Magnificent things. Maybe I'm just crazy. I genuinely hope you understand that you have worth detached from any modern values. You could spend the rest of your life tending to different plants, and even that would be enough. It's what humans are supposed to do. Care for the Earth.

 

[Pony Slaystation]

Being attractive and "rich" should not be your end goals. Real life sex is awkward at best. Not all it's cracked up to be. Material wealth and the envy of it is the core of your misery and most others. Our society is broken. Built on broken ideas that continue to snowball and crumble. What does it mean to "be something"? Fame? Are you seeking fame? Fuck fame. Fuck money. Fuck sex. What do you mean "something that matters"? Further the broken society that's crumbling around us? Get into a history book? Warmongers are who is in our history books. Is that what you wanna be? So tired and bored children read your name and forget about you before they even graduate?

The pyramids were built on the backs of slavery so dramatic it is hard for a modern human to comprehend. They used humans as machines. And for what? Tombs. Tombs for their pharaohs. Can you name a single pharaoh which was buried in a pyramid? I can't. And I don't care to either. And I wouldn't be impressed if you could. Disappointed, actually. Do you know the actual legacy those pharaohs left behind? The tombs which their slaves built. We marvel at the structures themselves. Not what they meant, not who they held.

Now they're crumbling in a desert wasteland with nothing greater to say than "these were built by humans."

Life is beautiful. Humanity is sick. Literally. Not in the moral panic way, but genuinely, spiritually sick. If you don't believe in spirits, so be it, mentally sick. It's the same thing to me. Nature is beautiful. Human nature is beautiful. Animals are beautiful. As is birth and death. Yes, even the brutal parts of nature that so many modern humans detest, I find beautiful. Blood, gore, flesh. Magnificent things. Maybe I'm just crazy. I genuinely hope you understand that you have worth detached from any modern values. You could spend the rest of your life tending to different plants, and even that would be enough. It's what humans are supposed to do. Care for the Earth.

Great response. I love this.