Venting im so fucking done

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

i want it now i want it now i want it now

but i cant i dont have the SN right now its so fucking retarded ive had enough of this bullshit just let me fucking die already scumbags

slept for like 2 hours today and yesterdsy so yeah fuck this shit im so tired, literally and figuratively

 

[Soulless Angel]

sit take a deep breath and don't do anything in a rush or panic. I understand every level of tiredness, I empathize, I don't know your story, but talk?

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

sit take a deep breath and don't do anything in a rush or panic. I understand every level of tiredness, I empathize, I don't know your story, but talk?

im just so done i want to ctb impulsively because it feels like the only way out im too much of a pussy for rational ctb

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

I'm getting more sn to double dose my sn. Thats what I'm waiting for... Other thing is I need to test if its real sn. Very worried it won't be real sn. :(

where did u order from?

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly wish that as humans there was the option to just pass away in peace without complications, I do understand that it really can be so tiring feeling trapped here and I also despise existing, but anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.