I'm So Angry That I Have to Die

[lizzywizzy09]

Circumstances beyond my control and my own stupidity have pushed me into this corner. I want to live but the damage is done and it's just getting worse so I have no choice but to go to prevent further suffering. This is beyond torture.

 

[annointed_towers]

Same here. Backed into a corner

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Same here. Backed into a corner

It's the most heartbreaking and infuriating fucking thing in the world. Wouldn't wish it on anyone.

 

[KillingPain267]

Circumstances beyond my control and my own stupidity have pushed me into this corner. I want to live but the damage is done and it's just getting worse so I have no choice but to go to prevent further suffering. This is beyond torture.

Totally feel this! If I don't ctb soon, I'll spiral down worse paths, cause myself more suffering and hurt others in the process as collateral damage they didn't deserve.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

the loss of control over my own life has ruined me

 

[divinemistress87]

L

the loss of control over my own life has ruined me

Loss of control is the worst feeling ever

 

[cowboypants]

J

Circumstances beyond my control and my own stupidity have pushed me into this corner. I want to live but the damage is done and it's just getting worse so I have no choice but to go to prevent further suffering. This is beyond torture.

Just going outside feels so painful with my anxiety. And if I just stay inside the anxiety gets worse. I just don't know why I even want to wait anymore. I just want to be sure

 

[lnlybnny]

there are some things i reaally like in life, sometimes i wish i didn't have to go this way, but it's a necessity, otherwise i'll lose the little dignity i still have

 

[tbroken]

I experienced the same for the last 15 years more or less and it was not even my fault. I tought i could di things, but I did not. It is time for me to die.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

It also goes up and down
From anger to sadness to 2 second lasting option to greater sadness and greater anger and repeat