Help I'm scared

[Blackoutchange]

I planned to end my life this evening, but I am scared and I need some courage to do this. Any tips on how I can get less stressed about this?

 

[crisis]

rationalize all your reasons for wanting to CTB, rationalize everything you feel is holding you back, and compare them against each other. then go with whichever outweighs the other. it takes a very special kind of person to be able to CTB without any hesitation; it's normal to have doubts. just check whether these doubts are grounded in some reason, or just a natural instinct.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[maniac116]

If it's not the right time, that's ok.
You'll know when your time has come.

 

[howunfortunateforme]

Mine has been coming for about a year and can't seem to get over the si right there with ya

 

[howunfortunateforme]

rationalize all your reasons for wanting to CTB, rationalize everything you feel is holding you back, and compare them against each other. then go with whichever outweighs the other. it takes a very special kind of person to be able to CTB without any hesitation; it's normal to have doubts. just check whether these doubts are grounded in some reason, or just a natural instinct.

No doubts just don't want to leave kids but in extreme physical pain everyday and practically bedbound. Plus visión issues. Not a quality of life thanks to big pharma.