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Worthless_nobody

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Feb 14, 2019
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I wish weed worked for everyone... probably why I'll ctb too because I'm broken and I get no relief from anything. It actually makes me feel worse. I'm jealous everytime I here about weed helping people. All I have is benzos. I literally cannot recover because nothing helps me....ugh life sucks.
 
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I wish weed worked for everyone... probably why I'll ctb too because I'm broken and I get no relief from anything. It actually makes me feel worse. I'm jealous everytime I here about weed helping people. All I have is benzos. I literally cannot recover because nothing helps me....ugh life sucks.
Maybe you haven't found the right strain. And have you ever tried shrooms? I heard those might help
 
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LittleJem

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Belated hell yeah
I'm trying to stay sober and so far my mood swings have been ridiculous
I'm jelly. I'd do just about anything for a line of K right now.

@LittleJem
Syrian rue is pretty good as an antidepressant and mild psychedelic-ish substance but anyone who's on antidepressants needs to be ultra careful, meaning not take it, because fatal interactions can occur. Just putting it out there. Edited: oh shit you already said that. Sorry.

I try and be good on health and safety It's always good to say it twice though....so thank you. Am going to brew it tomorrow. I read one report of someone who had a huge trip on it (at a higher dose than I will start with) and he purged like with Ayahuasca. He found it healing.
I wish weed worked for everyone... probably why I'll ctb too because I'm broken and I get no relief from anything. It actually makes me feel worse. I'm jealous everytime I here about weed helping people. All I have is benzos. I literally cannot recover because nothing helps me....ugh life sucks.
Hey, have you tried Kava or Kratom?
I wish weed worked for everyone too. MDMA doesn't work for me (it has only worked for me once or twice) and it is the most beautiful thing ever. K is also great - that does work for me, but doesn't last long. There is also 5 MEO DMT which is different to DMT and can be beautiful. Also, how about LSD?
 
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Maybe you haven't found the right strain. And have you ever tried shrooms? I heard those might help
I tried SO many strains sadly. Some were better than others but each seemed to make my tinnitus worse. Honestly I should just probably stay away from drugs I was a coke and alcoholic addict for years and I got clean. I just wish something safe could help me feel better.
 
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I try and be good on health and safety It's always good to say it twice though....so thank you. Am going to brew it tomorrow. I read one report of someone who had a huge trip on it (at a higher dose than I will start with) and he purged like with Ayahuasca. He found it healing.
Good luck. People's experiences with it seem to be varied but I had a good time the two times I tried it just recently, almost no nausea. Lots of weird feelings came up without having a full blown trip and I can see how that can be healing. The headaches were pretty bad but manageable with the buzz going.
 
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Squiddy

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I tried SO many strains sadly. Some were better than others but each seemed to make my tinnitus worse. Honestly I should just probably stay away from drugs I was a coke and alcoholic addict for years and I got clean. I just wish something safe could help me feel better.
My tinnitus stays the same sober and high
 
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Worthless_nobody

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Feb 14, 2019
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My tinnitus stays the same sober and high
The ear ringing type of tinnitus I have stays same but I have another type that is like a physical sensation of a heartbeat in ear and that is way worse high. Xanax has helped it go away but that's not much of a solution sadly.
 
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The ear ringing type of tinnitus I have stays same but I have another type that is like a physical sensation of a heartbeat in ear and that is way worse high. Xanax has helped it go away but that's not much of a solution sadly.
I do have fleeting tinnitus from time to time I forgot, but it doesn't happen too often
 
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Conker

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It's truly an amazing plant isn't it? It shouldn't be illegal at all. This plant could save lives

Everything they do is just another offshoot of an attack on the heart/Earth itself. They're past the point of no return and are just rabid psychotic animals that have be deleted from existence for all of their unforgivable crimes. It's what is rotten in this world.
 
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Pharmaruined

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Sep 10, 2020
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Yup unfortunately. It was one of the best highs of my life
Have u considered microdosing mushrooms.. or even on the pharma route low dose naltrexone? May help with mood long term..
 
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Squiddy

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Have u considered microdosing mushrooms.. or even on the pharma route low dose naltrexone? May help with mood long term..
I want to microdose, but am on meds that would counteract the effects (example being Risperdal), plus I'd need to find a dealer. I'm already on Naltrexone and it helps to an extent
 
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Everything they do is just another offshoot of an attack on the heart/Earth itself. They're past the point of no return and are just rabid psychotic animals that have be deleted from existence for all of their unforgivable crimes. It's what is rotten in this world.

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Pharmaruined

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I want to microdose, but am on meds that would counteract the effects (example being Risperdal), plus I'd need to find a dealer. I'm already on Naltrexone and it helps to an extent

Can't vouch for the quality.. but they seem legit. Idk.. maybe u can ween off.. I'll never take a med that fucks with my brain or hormones ever again.. total poison

 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Can't vouch for the quality.. but they seem legit. Idk.. maybe u can ween off.. I'll never take a med that fucks with my brain or hormones ever again.. total poison

I don't think they ship to the US
 
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AllReturnsToNothing

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I came down off of a 24hr high just a little long ago (had half a brownie that was particularly potent) and now I'm remembering how lonely I am and back wanting to die again.
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
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I wonder if it's legit

I think it might be.. they're soliciting for reviews.. the about us lists their names faces and backgrounds..
plus they sell grow kits.. seems like they are heavily in the space.. some of their truffles are relatively cheap..so not a huge risk
I came down off of a 24hr high just a little long ago (had half a brownie that was particularly potent) and now I'm remembering how lonely I am and back wanting to die again.

Have u checked out meetup.com?
if u any interests at all there are groups of like minded people.. literally anything you can think of
 
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LittleJem

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I tried SO many strains sadly. Some were better than others but each seemed to make my tinnitus worse. Honestly I should just probably stay away from drugs I was a coke and alcoholic addict for years and I got clean. I just wish something safe could help me feel better.

Mushrooms are not addictive....and microdosing them, you are not meant to feel their effects. They have also been shown (in the lab) to rebuild brain cells. So they might still be worth a try. There are lots of stories out there of how they are helping people..
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Woooo 5 days later and I'm feeling good. Getting lost in my thoughts
 
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Lordsudbury

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Jul 26, 2020
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Weed just makes me fall asleep lol that's all i ever used it for
 
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flatearth

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thanks! i recently had a bad acid trip that was more physiological than fun, maybe i should just stick to edibles instead
 
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Squiddy

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Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Music sounds so good :happy: I think I'll go eat my chicken salad
 
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goodbyebunny

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Oct 19, 2020
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Weed really can be helpful for coping with being alive. Some of my most free moments were when I was using edibles. Glad you found a way to experience a few moments of happiness. You definitely deserve it.
 
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Squiddy

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Weed really can be helpful for coping with being alive. Some of my most free moments were when I was using edibles. Glad you found a way to experience a few moments of happiness. You definitely deserve it.
It was fun while it lasted. I wish it could be legal already :(
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
In the 3rd quarter of my latest high. No suicidal thoughts and feel amazing. I see shadowy 2D figure in my peripheral vision, but it looks kinda cool.
 
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JoeFailure

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Apr 29, 2019
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Very cool. Weed sometimes works for me, sometimes it heightens the anxiety and exacerbates the worrying. But usually with Indica I feel good. Sativa is more of a coin toss. I was eating edibles pretty often during the peak of COVID when everyone was really staying in and they definitely helped me get through that.

I know some people use it daily even, in smaller doses and it helps them. How often are you taking them right now?
 
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Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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Very cool. Weed sometimes works for me, sometimes it heightens the anxiety and exacerbates the worrying. But usually with Indica I feel good. Sativa is more of a coin toss. I was eating edibles pretty often during the peak of COVID when everyone was really staying in and they definitely helped me get through that.

I know some people use it daily even, in smaller doses and it helps them. How often are you taking them right now?
My last dose was last week. Though it'll be a couple of months before I get more
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Things are great as I'm high again. So many things running from my mind and I saw a 2D UFO and 2D cartoons in my peripheral vision :) so happy
 
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