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indigoor

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Jul 6, 2025
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hi, im back again. I thought I was getting better. I thought leaving and building my own life was the way out and beginning to finally heal. I feel this emptiness that wasn't this heavy before. I feel physically sick. I feel so exhausted. I think this is it. I think it's the time. I don't think I'll be here much longer. I can feel it. Something is different this time.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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