2disapearcompletely
Member
- Aug 24, 2025
- 13
i cant stop sobbing and imagining my own suicide i cant help but break into tears when i'm about to do it but i back off
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I went through a similar process when I realized the extent of my disabilities. I can relate, I suppose.
happy2die
Student
- Nov 5, 2025
- 100
me too Ive had suicidal ideation for 6 years at least and I still got back and forth between being excited and bawling my eyes out
deeprootdisease
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- Nov 15, 2025
- 80
i keep imagining the grieving of my friends and family and i grieve my own death with them in my headSimilar threads
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