I'm going to isolate for the rest of my life

[here_for_now]

I'm going to be alone, I don't want friends or love I'm a disgusting creature. Save enough money to leave my brother then in a few months near the end of year ctb and reach Paradise.

I don't want to live anymore. Living is a burden. I will by the end of this year that's my ctb date

 

[Riu]

El Psy Kongroo

 

[Jamesbond]

you're not a disgusting creature(unless you've murdered someone or something mad like that)! You're a human being just like most of us on here! I'm alone by choice I guess but choices my brain makes that i wish I could switch off, but i still miss love, i don't believe anyone who says they don't want to feel loved. I love you until you give me a reason not to!

Feeling you on the burden thing though 100% you mind me asking how old you are? I'm 42 almost 43 now

 

[bl33ding_heart]

Why do you think you're disgusting?

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Sorry to hear. I've already done this for the past almost year. Spending time alone saying goodbye to life while I prepare to CTB.