I'm feeling so so desperate to end it all I wish I was aborted, I wish I was never existed at all, existence and living is so brutal.

[3rdworldsadness]

I want to end it all, i can't stop thinking about suicide. I give up on life, I give on everything now I just went to stop breathing and lay down on the bed forever, I want to feel nothing at all,
I feel like I should brutally self harm myself, I should chop myself down, Im so unworthy, I wish someone m7rder me, there's literally thousands of accidents happens everyday and people die but why not me? Why I'm so unlucky? I wish I didn't have a face, a body, a brain, a soul, a heart, a life... I could do anything to kms right now. I'm so hopeless. I'm shaking. Nobody will even notice if I die....it's hurting. I feel like stab myself violently. I'm manifesting my beautiful death, only thing that I ever wanted truly.

 

[CynicalCyanide]

Hey, you are not alone. I don't know if that helps, me and many of us know that feeling. It even hurts to read your message, because of it. It sucks. Live suck. I hate it. I wish you the best <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it so torturous to exist, I also wish I never suffered at all more than anything, I hope that you find the freedom from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.