Venting I’m ending it this week

[iamsuffering02]

This week i'm ending it i'm gonna just buy a gun and kill myself. I'm tired of not being enough for anyone i'm tired of not being cared about. I'm tired of no one paying attention. I'm tired of giving others and this world my all but it won't give it back. I'm killing myself i'm so fucking done of caring about others feel no one cares about me so why should i care about how others feel i'm ready to go im ready to done being fucked over in my life. I post on here and don't get any response I make cries for help but no one ever helps. I'm tired of relying on others which means i'm justified to end my ficking pathetic existence on this earth i'm ready to just disappear i don't feel anything anymore i have to force myself to feel emotions but for the past couple days ive been numb. no excitement, no true happiness, no true sadness, i just feel nothing at the end of the day im tired of this fucking cycle continuing. Idc about this life anymore the world just finds anyway to fuck me over

 

[Jadeith]

No matter what you choose to do, i wish you painless peace.

 

[darksouls]

peace and love to you, my friend

 

[Alexandra_]

I wish you peace. But if you change your mind, remember there's no shame in that

 

[Ben 111]

Im so sorry ur going through this ur not alone mate..i just wish you find peace in whatever you plan to do

 

[twilightvader]

My dms are always open if you want. I hope you find peace.

 

[DecayingGirl]

Honestly I completely get u, being numb is something u wish for when ur in agonizing pain, yet when u feel numb u wish u could just feel absolutely anything. Here to listen if u ever want to talk, i hope u find peace.